Jones Family Short Stories

Lonely

Emma's POV

As I cried in my bed, I waited for Killian to come home, again. This is like the seventh time he has done this. Come home late smelling like alcohol. It was already 10:45pm. Where the hell is he? Finally, I heard the door open and close. It could be and intruder come to kill me, or it could be my drunk husband. Either one I'm fine with.

Heavy footsteps came up the stairs. I stayed in my laying down postion, back to the doorway. But as soon as someone walked in, I sat up. I saw Killian slight trudging. He stared at me wide eyed when he saw that I was awake. "Swan? What are you doing up this late?" He scolded, changing his shirt.

I Huff. "The real question is why are you coming home this late? And I'm staying up because I'm waiting for you to come home. Again." I spat. I knew I was harsh, but I couldn't help it. He sighs and gets into bed with me. I lay down properly and Killian pulls me close. He presses his lips against mine, but only for a split second.

"Good night swan." He says turning so his back is facing me. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. Why does he do this!?

"Night, babe." I reply, hoping that'll get his attention. It didn't. I go to sleep silently crying.

Killians POV

I only do this because I feel invisible. I love swan, but I hate that she doesn't pay attention to me as much as she used to.

Feeling used,
but I'm,
still missing you,
And I can't
see the end of this
Just wanna
Feel your kiss Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
And I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me everytime I see you
Realize, how much I need you.

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I cant put nobody else above you.
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you,
You want them, you need them.
And I'll never be them.

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat.
Do you miss me like I miss you
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you.
I pull this reel out but you never bite that shit.
I type a text but you never mind that shit.
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want them, you need them
And I'll never be them

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you in my arms
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed.
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance.

I only got her pregnant because I thought she would then spend more time with me. I mean, I want a future with her. But I need her in order to do that. And I'm not going to be a bastard and keep her from her family just so I can have her to myself. And I don't know how to express what I really feel to her.

The next night in
Emma's POV

Of course Killian went out again! This time, we needed to talk. What he is doing is hurting our relationship. We barely talk, and do enjoyable activities together. I need him when the baby comes. I waited in the living room for him.

He finally walks through the door and I stand up. He sees me and groans. "Swan, stop waiting up for me. You need your rest." He says pushing me backwards. I stop him.

"Yeah. I also need you, Killian. I worry about you everytime you are not home before dinner." I say. He clenched his jaw.

"Swan, don't stay up for me anymore or I'll-"

"You'll what Killian? You can't stop me from doing anything. You know what? I'm even think about aborting this baby. Because if you're not going to be around to help me with it, I'm aborting it."

Killian POV

Those words, falling out of her mouth so easily, made something inside of me stir.
"Swan, you're not thinking right. Calm down and go to bed." I growl, trying to keep my cool. She scoffs.

"No. I am not going to bed because we need to talk about this. What do you do when you're out Killian, huh?" She asks. I knew I couldn't tell her. I kept my mouth shut. "See, there you go again. Avoiding me. By not answering the question. I thought you trusted me." Theast words is what sent me over the edge.

"I do, Emma! I do trust you!" I yelled. I didn't mean to, it just came out that way.

"Then tell me what you do!" She yelled back. I knew it was just the hormones but in the heat of the moment, I couldn't tell.

"I can't! Alright! I just cant!"

"You can't or you don't want to because you don't trust me enough!?"

"Stop saying that, Emma! You are just making up lies!"

"If you want me to stop then tell me!"

"No!"

We fought for about 7 minutes until...

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