suicidal deku

Chapter 3

"please hold on Deku".

Dekus P.O.V

I could hear distant sounds of a siren, 'where am I' I thought, slowly opening my eyes looking to my left as I felt a strong force on my hand. "k-kachan" my soft and scratchy voice seemed to scare him, but once again everything seemed to go black.

a magic skipping of times

Kachans P.O.V

its been 3 hours since Deku got to the hospital, he was in critical condition due to the amount of blood he lost, the doctors gave him a blood transfusion and are doing ok.

one of the doctors that were looking after Deku came up to me and said: "were you the one to call the ambulance?" I replied with a nod "before I tell you his condition do you have or know the number of his parent or guardian?" again I replied with a nod "could I please have the number?" I gave him the number and he walked off to the phone to ring Inko.

Inkos P.O.V

when I got home Izuku was gone I was about to ring him when my phone rang.

"hello Inko Midoriya speaking"

"Hello Ms. Midoriya, my name is Dr. Cumberland, do you know a boy named Izuku Midoriya."

"hm, a doctor why is a doctor ringing me," I thought then I heard Izukus name and completely froze

"y-yeah he's my s-son why do you ask?"

"Well, Ms. Midoriya your son was admitted to the Shizuoka hospital three hours ago in critical condition. It would be greatly appreciated if you could come as soon as you can so we can explain in greater detail" (A/N I don't know what it is called, so I read some information that said he lived near the Shizuoka prefecture and just went from there)

I could have sworn my heart skipped a couple beats "o-o-ok I-I-ill be right there" I then quickly hung up the phone and got in my car "fuck the police" I thought while I speed through red and orange lights.

when I ran inside I saw Bakugo Katsuki sitting on a chair staring into space. I sat next to him.

back to Kachans P.O.V

dekus mum sat next to me, then the same doctor came up to us to explain what happened, though I already knew.

"Ms. Midoriya, this young boy called an ambulance when he found Izuku Midoriya in his bathroom laying in a pool of his own blood. it is suspected that he tried to slit his wrists" I winced as a response while poor Inko looked like she was gonna have a fucking heart attack

"when he arrived three hours ago he was in critical condition due to his blood loss, and if..." the doctor looked at me and I knew he was asking my name. "Bakugo katsuki," I say.

"...and if Bakugo had called for an ambulance any later Izuku would have died" the room was dead silent and Inkos face was pale "h-how is he n-n-now?" Inko askes

"well at the moment he is getting a blood transfusion but he seems stable, thou due to exhaustion he will be asleep for another day or two" the look oh Inkos face changed from pale to a little relieved but still worried.

"he is allowed to have visitors" when the doctor said that Inko raced to the bedside of Izuku but not before she thanked him.

"that damned nerd he made his mother worry so much for him, I wonder if I'm allowed to stay the night," I thought and decided to ask the doctor.

"is it ok if I stay here with him overnight?" I questioned, "if it is ok with your guardian then we can see what we can do" the doc replied.

I rang my mum to see if I was allowed to stay with Deku, she said it was ok for me to stay.

after about 5 hours Inko trusted me to look after him during the night while she went home.

I pulled a chair up next to Dekus bed, he has two cords stuck to his hand one with a red liquid which I'm guessing is blood and another with a clear liquid. I grabbed hold of his hand and started to cry.

"why, why would you do this, why didn't you tell me what you were going through" I sobbed.

Time skip ~ morning

Dekus P.O.V

Everything we dark, I felt so light. I eventually opened my eyes to the same feeling of something on my hand, but this time my hand was wet. I look over to my right to see Kachan asleep on my hand "he must have been crying in his sleep" I thought "wait why is Kachan asleep next to me" I said aloud I would have yelled but my throat was to dry.

the events of what happened last night started to flood back into my mind. I started to cry, Which made Kachan start to wake up. when he saw that I was awake and crying his eyes grew big and he embraced me in a big hug.

"why you idiot, why would you try and kill yourself?" Kachan asked while I sobbed into his shoulder

"I-I-I..... d-didn't mean..... t-t-to," I said with a mixture of sobs and stutters

"what do you mean you didn't mean to, you slit your wrists," he said while patting my back

I broke our hug and looked down "should I tell him, what if he makes fun of me" I thought "no, I will be brave, I will tell him everything."

"K-Kachan ever since we where little I have looked up to you.....I have l-loved you. when you got your quirk and I didn't you started to bully me, I was ok with the verbal and physical abuse from you but as the years went by I started to believe everything you told me useless, weak, quirkless, stupid, dumb, I could never be a hero, but even after all that I still managed to have hope, but I was on the brink of breaking so in order to deal with the pain I started to cut myself. but there were two things that were said to me that shattered me 'you know if you want a quirk that bad why don't you take a swan dive off a roof and hope you get one in your next life' that's what you told me but when I asked my life-long idol if I could be a hero like him he said 'No, being a hero is a hard job even with a quirk so trying to be a hero without a quirk is to unrealistic you would die facing your first opponent, kid dreaming is cool but at least dream for something more realistic' yeah the great All Might said that to me"

I broke down into an uncontrollable fit of crying, after a couple of minutes of calming myself down I continue
"After All Might told me that I lost all hope I had given up. Then when I got home I decided to cut so I could block out the pain I was feeling but I guess I pressed too hard.....I'm sorry Kachan I really didn't want to kill myself I was just trying to deal with the pain I was feeling"

Kachan looked at me with even wider eyes than before tears slowly welling up. I was shocked I had never seen Kachan cry before. I started to cry again " damn I'm such a crybaby," I thought but that only made me cry harder.

Kachan looked at me with even wider eyes than before tears slowly welling up. I was shocked I had never seen Kachan cry before. I started to cry again " damn I'm such a crybaby," I thought but that only made me cry harder.

And in that instant, I felt Kachans warm lips on mine.

A/N: hey just wanted to let you know that I don't know a single thing when it comes to medical and I couldn't be bothered to look something up so I just decided to improvise. Haha, so I really hope you enjoyed this chapter.

Also, I didn't know what to call the doctor so I looked at the back of a chocolate bar that was on my desk and found Cumberland street and rolled with that name, but being the immature girl I am I started to laugh at the name I mean cum.....-Berland haha lol.

Btw it is 12:11 am and I have school tomorrow but I got bored and decided to write this on my phone so sorry for any spelling mistakes and punctuation mistakes.

p.s: I am editing this in class when I'm supposed to be doing a project on renewable resources.

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