What Is This?

Some Insight Part 1

What's a good way to vent?

I asked myself that question alot, maybe too much. That just means that I'm upset so much that I'm always trying to figure out how to get rid of these feelings.

Maybe a change of scenery would be good.

Walks are pretty calming for me but they are also almost always thoughtful, atleast in my case. Tiring myself is a good way to release energy but it never seems to be enough.

Welp, here goes nothing.

I sighed and left my room. I walked around outside for awhile...

What am I doing?

I don't normally walk around my neighborhood...

I don't like it.

I sighed and went back inside, but instead of going in my room I sat on a couch in the living room.

Damn it, why am I this way?!?

I smacked myself in the face a couple times then sighed. I was feeling terrible during that time.

"Get up idiot"

Damn that voice...

Star really irritates me, can't someone else start off this ridiculous hallucination or dream sequence or whatever this is?

"I already know I'm an idiot no need to rub it in" I snapped at him as it seems like I just teleported.

We were in the white room again, I wonder if it's always going to be like this.

"Heh heh welcome back CJay" Ocean chuckled opening his arms welcoming me.

"What is this place?" I questioned.

"Uhh... it's the white room, yep that's what this is!" Spark said cheerfully.

Wow really it's actually called that?

"To be more accurate this is your cognition" Kuri said.

My cognition...? The white room is simpler but... what does he mean by that?

"Ughhh, we aren't here for a reunion stop wasting time and let's rejog this bastard's memory!" Star growled.

"Jeez Star why are you being so aggressive?!?" I snapped.

"Why are you being so talkative!?!" He retaliated.

He's right, I'm normally not this talkative. It's probably because I'm not in a good mood and his attitude is just ticking me off more.

Why is he so irritating?

"Right stay quite" Star scoffed.

"Haha wow Star I don't get why you're being so aggressive" Ocean chuckled.

Hey this isn't funny!

"Or maybe I should know and maybe I do" Ocean smirked.

Star evil eyed Ocean and Ocean just chuckled.

Hm...

The relationships between these guys are definitely interesting. I wonder what all of it means.

"Can't believe you lost your memory, you and Star are fighting like you guys did back then" Spark laughed rubbing his hair.

Huh?

"CJay do you really not know who we are?" Kuri asked.

"Your names sounds familiar and that's about it" I sighed.