I'm Exactly Where You Like Me || B.B.U.

Chapter Nine

I lay in my bed. Brendon kept texting me but I didn't bother to read them or reply. I was so upset and mad. Gizmo nudged me. "What is it boy?" I ask. He runs toward the door and sits down. "I just took you out to pee." I say. He sniffs under the door. Something was there at the door. I open the door. Brendon was there. "Rye," He said. I didn't say anything. "Baby please, forgive me." He says. "Brendon, you need to leave." I say. "Please, Rye." He said. Gizmo runs out of the apartment and runs around Brendon. "Gizmo, come on boy. Let's go back inside." I say. Gizmo whined. I pick him up. I close the door to the apartment and lock it. I put Gizmo down. I walk back to my room. Lora walks into my room and sits down on my bed. "You need to talk to him. He's miserable. He's there everyday." Lora says. "There's nothing to talk about. He's an asshole who only thinks about himself." I say. Lora sighed. She gave up and walked out of my room. Brendon tried to call me. I ignored the call. A few minutes later I got a call from a number. I answer it. "Hello?" I say into my phone. "Hey, it's Dallon." The person on the other side of the line said.

"Dallon? How did you get my number?"

"Brendon gave it to me. He called me crying saying that he fucked up bad."

"Look, if you called to tell me to give Brendon another chance and that I need to talk to him then-" Dallon cut me off.

"I was going to call and tell you that but then I decided to call you and tell you that what happens in the next couple of hours is all up to you."

"Dallon, what do you mean?"

"Brendon is leaving tonight."

"Why should I give him another chance to make things right? I've given too many people too many chance to make things better and they go a fuck it up again."

"Because I know Brendon. He wants you."

"No, he wants you."

"We talked about this a while ago. We decided that we were going to try and date during the Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die era. It didn't work out and we decided to just be friends. Trust me, he only wants you."

"I gotta go Dallon."

"Okay, I hope things go right between you and Brendon."

I hang up the phone. Lora walks into my room. "You seriously need to talk to Brendon. He's been messaging me on Snapchat asking if you are alright." Lora said. "It's better if I just let him forget me. I'm going to be here in Florida wondering if he's cheating on me or if I'll ever see him again. It's better for both of us." I say. "Bullshit. It's hurting you both to be away from each other." Lora said. "Just leave me alone, please." I say. Lora shrugs her shoulders and walks away. I cry in my room by myself. I get a text. It was from Brendon. I put my phone on airplane mode and read it.

Brendon: Baby, I'm sure that Dallon called you already. I just want you to know that I'm at the airport and in an hour I'm going to be on a plane heading to California. I hope you have a better life without me in it. I love you so much and I want you to know that. You're the only one I ever wanted. Not Dallon not Ryan, you. I wish I could've had one more kiss before I leave but I don't think that's going to happen. I'm going to miss your smile and your laugh and seeing you everyday. I love you.

I cried even harder. I get dressed and put on my converse. I brush my hair and my teeth. I grab Lora's keys. "I'm going to borrow your car for a little while." I say. "Where are you going?" Lora asked. "Lora I don't have enough time." I say. "I swear if you scratch my car you will be dead." Lora said jokingly. "Okay, see you later." I say. I leave and run down the stairs to Lora's car. I drive to the airport, which was far away and I got stuck in traffic. When I get to the airport, I run inside. I walk up to the front desk. "Do you know which plane someone is getting on? First name Brendon last name Urie." I say. "I can't give out that kind of information." The lady said. "Please he's my boyfriend." I beg. "I'm sorry, I can't help you." She said. "Dammit!" I say and begin to run. "Coffee. Coffee." I was searching for a coffee shop. I find one and run to it. "Did a Brendon come in here?" I ask. "Actually yeah." The coffee lady said. "Did you see what direction he went?" I asked. "He went that way." She said and pointed to the right. "Thank you." I say and run that direction. I see Brendon and start to run faster. "Brendon!" I yell. He looks around. "Brendon!" I yell again. I was out of breath but I kept running. He looks at me and drops his stuff. I run into his arms and he picks me up. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." I whisper. I rest my forehead on his. "It's okay. I shouldn't have said what I said." Brendon whispered. I kiss him passionately. He kisses me back. "I want you to stay here." I say. "I can't. I really wish I could, Rye, I really do." He says.

"Then I'm going with you."

"Really? You don't have any stuff."

"We will have to stay here for another week to pack my stuff."

"That's okay with me."

I kiss him again. Brendon puts me down and picks up his stuff. We walk back to Lora's car.

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