I'm Exactly Where You Like Me || B.B.U.

Chapter Twelve

When we get inside, Brendon shows me around. He finally shows me the room we will be sharing. He begins to make out with me. We fall onto the bed. I'm not going to go into much detail but one thing lead to another and we had sex. We were laying in the bed. "I love you." Brendon said. "I love you too." I say. We get dressed back into our clothes. "Lets go out for dinner." I say. "Okay, where do you want to eat at?" Brendon asked. "You decide. I don't know any places here." I say. Brendon decided to eat at this place called Joey's Restaurant. We sit outside. Brendon was staring at me. "What are you looking at?" I ask. "You." Brendon said. I smile at him. "Why are you staring at me?" I ask. "I just can't get over how beautiful you are. The way your bright blue eyes compliment your look. The way your smile can always make me happy. The way you have soft lips and hands. Just all of you is perfect." Brendon smiled. "I'm not perfect. Trust me." I say. "You are to me. I don't know what I would be without you in my life." Brendon said. I sigh. "A singer with this fancy lifestyle without me in it. Nothing would change I don't think." I say. I look down. I felt sad that I changed Brendon's life forever. "Everything fucking changed with you in my life. I haven't been this happy since Dallon..." Brendon trailed off. He swallowed hard and I heard it. He was looking at his hands, picking at his thumbs. "Brendon," I say. "What happened between you and Dallon? Why didn't it work out?" I ask. "I thought Dallon and I had something I really did. I loved him. He thought I was "the one" and he wanted to be with me forever. We had an onstage romance but offstage there wasn't anything there. I guess the adrenaline rush got to our heads and we acted the way we did on stage. Dallon decided that we should just be friends. I was depressed for months but I had to pretend like I was happy for my fans." Brendon said. I don't say anything. I couldn't think of anything to say. "But, hey, I have you. I have more of something with you than I did with Dallon." Brendon said. He held my hand. I force a smile. Brendon frowned deeply. "What?" I ask. "Something is bothering you." Brendon said. "I'm fine." I lied straight through my teeth. Something really was bothering me. "No you aren't. Tell me what's bugging you." Brendon said. "It's just I'm scared of hurting you like Dallon did." I say. "Why would you hurt me?" Brendon asked. "Because I'm me. When I get too attached to someone I freak out and leave them." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "That won't happen." Brendon said calmly. "How do you know that?!" I yell at him. I broke out into tears. "Baby, look at me." Brendon said. I look at him. "I want this as much as you do. I know you. You won't let that happen to me." Brendon said. I nod and wipe my tears. We eat dinner and go back home. Dallon, Kenny, Dan, and Zack came over and we had a few drinks. "What time do we have to wake up when we leave for the Europe tour?" I ask. "At four o'clock in the morning." Kenny said. I sigh. "Oh boy." I say. Brendon put his hand on my thigh. "It won't be that bad. One time I had to be up at two o'clock in the morning. I only got one hour of sleep that night." Brendon said. I looked at him. He gave me a peck on the lips. I rest my head on his shoulder. "I'm scared." I say. "Of what?" Brendon asked. "I'm going to be singing on stage in front of hundreds of thousands of people for the first time. What if people boo me off stage?" I ask. "They won't." Brendon said. "If they boo you off stage then they boo all of us off stage." Kenny said. I give everyone a fake reassuring smile. On the inside I was freaking out.

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