I'm Exactly Where You Like Me || B.B.U.

Chapter Thirteen

Brendon, Kenny, Dallon, Zack, Dan, and I are at the airport getting ready to board. We were on our way to Germany. "Come on, Rye, take your anxiety pill." Brendon said. "You don't have to take yours so why do I have to take mine?" I ask. "Just please take it. I hate to see you breathe heavy like that." Brendon said. "I thought that was your kink." I laugh. Brendon laughed too and kissed me. Brendon opens my mouth and shoves my pill in there. I groan. "Swallow it." Brendon said. I swallow it. "Thank you." Brendon said. Two girls walk up to Brendon and I. "Are you Brendon Urie?" The first girl asks. "Yeah, I am." Brendon said. "Can we please take a picture with you? We love Panic! At The Disco." The second girl said. "Sure," Brendon said. He took a picture with the girls. They thank him and go on their way. Brendon looked at me. "They will be wanting to take pictures with you soon." Brendon said. I chuckle lightly. "I doubt it." I say. "Don't doubt yourself. They're going to love you." Brendon said. "I don't know." I say. I take a deep breath. "Please stop it." Brendon whined. "Stop what? What am I doing?" I ask. "Stop downing yourself. You are a beautiful girl. You can sing. They are going to love you." Brendon said. I look down. Brendon gets closer to me. He wraps his arms around my waist and I look at him. "They are, baby. Trust me please." Brendon said. I wanted to trust him on it. I really did. It was just something in the back of my head that said, 'They won't like you. You stole Brendon from them. You destroyed Brallon and Ryden. Thanks asshole.'  I was looking down and a tear rolled down my cheek. "Hey, are you okay?" Brendon asked. "I'm fine." I was still looking down. Brendon lifted my chin so I would look at him. He wiped my tear with his thumb. "No, you aren't. I hate it when you keep things from me. I wish you didn't act like this." Brendon frowned. "Well, you might have to get used to it." I snap at him. He flinched and so did I. I didn't know I was going to say what I did until I said it. It was time to board the plane. I quickly made my way to the plane so I didn't have to say anything to Brendon about what just happened. I sit down. Dallon was sitting on one side of me and Brendon was sitting on the other side. I didn't say anything to Brendon or Dallon. I just sat there. I began to get sleepy but I refused to sleep. "Are you okay?" Dallon asked me. I didn't say anything. Dallon looked at Brendon. I saw Dallon mouth, "Is she okay?" to Brendon. He shook his head no. Dallon looked at me. I was looking down. He poked me. I pushed his hand away. Brendon rested his head on my shoulder. I didn't say anything for an hour. Of the 13 hours and 11 minutes we had to fly to Italy, I didn't talk or do anything for the first hour. Brendon and Dallon tried their best to make me feel better or say anything. "Baby, please say something." Brendon said. I looked at him. My hair was in my face. He moved it out of the way. He kissed him but I didn't kiss him back. I felt him frown in the kiss. He pulled away. I looked at him and he had tears rolling down his cheeks. I made him cry. I look down. "Baby, please, I don't want to see you like this. It hurts me too much." Brendon said. I looked at him. I was now crying too. I rest my forehead on his. "Baby please," He whispered softly. I kissed the side of his mouth. Brendon sighed deeply. I rest my forehead on his shoulder. "I'm sorry." I whisper to him.

Hey guys! Only two chapters left in this story! I really hope you are enjoying it. I love you all so much. What story should I do next? I was thinking of doing a My Best Friend (A Brendon Urie fan fic). What do you think?