I'm Not A Slut | BTS (21+)

chp 1

I don't even need a phone.
it'll make me feel even more lonely.
why even have friends

they're so fake anyways.
I just wanna block everyone.
delete everyone.
if I did that I would at least not feel disappointed
when i don't get calls or texts or invites or whatever.

I shouldn't have called that hoesok guy best friend
I knew he was just using me.
He was just a character in a story that I wanted to make real life.
And I did.
He said what I wanted
acted like I wanted
spent money like I wanted
showered me with the attention that I wanted

He wants too much from me now. He knows I have a boyfriend. I can't do that.

I think he should leave me alone.

People cant keep playing with me like this
its not tactful
not classy
not nice.
too dangerous
He should leave me alone
ill just stop messaging.
lets just lose contact over time.

He offered to be my sugar daddy. I declined.
he really is going crazy. we keep our distance.