I'm Not A Slut | BTS (21+)

chp 35

I wake up the next day and start getting dressed. I hear my phone go off.

A new notification from Jackson.

Jackson- its pretty early you should be able to make it up here without those idiots bothering you. Come quickly.

Me- alright. I'm on my way now

When I get to the roof I don't see anyone there.

'Hello. Jackson? Where are you?'

A new notification from Jackson

Jackson- I see you. Just keep walking straight.

Me- you acting real suspicious... why you ain't showing yourself

Jackson- Just trust me.

I look around me as I walk forward. I see someone's back standing in the distance.

As I'm about to call out to Jackson I get a notification from JB.

JB- Hey y/n have you seen Jackson's phone. He lost it and hasn't seen it since yesterday. He thinks he may have left it at your place.

'He lost his phone... since yesterday??'

'Who have I been messaging? '

As if on que the person with his back facing me turns around.

'Jimin!'

He smiles a crooked smile.
"Y/n.."

I turn around and run fast to the door. Jimin quick to follow me.

"Wait!! Please listen to me"

I try to open it but find it locked. I hit the door yelling for help. But then I hear suga's voice on the other side.

"Be a good girl and hear Jimin out, I'm not opening this door till yall talk it out" 

I let out a defeated sigh. And turn to him.

'You really stole his phone'

"I'm sorry it was the only way. You wouldn't respond to my messages at all"

He looks up at me biting his lip.

"I really missed you so much y/n. I think about you everyday. what we had was so good. Can we please start over?"

My heart starts beating faster. But I push the feeling down.

'A relationship with our past isn't right.  It would be built on pain. Torment. Suffering .jealousy.... I dont know where we'll end up but I'm sure it isn't anywhere good. '

"I'm fine not knowing as long as I'm with you.  I'm tired of lying to myself. You were the best thing that happened to me. You were the sunshine of my life. But my damn insecurities got in the way.... I couldn't believe such a wonderful girl was by my side. I couldnt believe I had such a good girl that looked only at me. And I took it out on you. I'm so sorry y/n... "

'Fuck my heart won't stop racing..'

'There's no taking what you did back. It's all over Jimin. You.. why did you have to do that one thing. I trusted you. Just let me go'

"I'm sorry y/n! "
He's sobbing in front of me

"I really love you.  Please.. please don't say it's all over. I regret every single moment that I'm not with you because of my actions. Please.. just give me a chance to make it up to you"

Seeing him cry makes my eyes water

'I don't know...

"Please let's start over " he begs on his knees.

I look at him tears running down my face
' I can't.. we can't.. you'll just see me as an object and ..

"I swear I won't! " he yells "Please. Let's at least talk to each other again "

I look away from him
'I'll think about it'

He looks at the ground.
"Thank you"

Suga unlocks the door opening it.
And I quickly rush through it.

As I'm going down the halls I see a familiar face.

Jin. Fuck. he sees me

"Oh princess!!!"