I'm Not A Slut | BTS (21+)

chp 26

Two things I'm used to.
Isolation. Degradation.
I shouldn't be.

I don't deserve to be treated lesser than. I'm a beautiful, smart, loyal, kind woman.

Why is it that they don't see that? Why do they take advantage?

Behind my appearance they see me as less than human. Something. Just an object.

I hate this. I hate not being able to fight them off. I hate not having anyone to have my back. I hate being betrayed by the ones I cared for.

I don't wanna care anymore. No one seems to care about me anyways why am I still here...

Are the consequences of me leaving that bad?

I can't tell the cops what's going on. Those bastards parents have so much political pull I'd be the one sent to jail or even taken out.

Though tempting I cant accept that.

Principal said just get through this year. The scholarship I have will make sure I'm at ease even after graduation for awhile. I won't have to see these people ever again and I'll have a great job internship afterwards too. Just try to make better friends.

Better friends..

Just get through this year...

He has no idea how long this year has been. I dont know how much my body can take.
But i should try to make better friends at least right? I should hold out right? The end must be worth it... right? What a joke.