A Night to Remember [Justin Bieber Fanfic]

Chapter 13. The last goodbye.

So this is it. The last chapter.

Don't be sad though. there could possibly be a sequel based on how much feedback I get on this chapter. So comment and vote if you want another story.

So I hope you enjoy..

AMELIAS P.O.V

It has certainly been a hectic week. I've gone to visit Justin about everyday and I have been sleeping in his very empty house almost every night...

I walk out into the living room and stare at what used to be my favorite things, that are now just bad reminders and meaningless objects. It doesn't feel like a home anymore in here. It just feels like a sad storage bin used to hold nice untouched furniture.

The only this I've been touching while I've been staying here, the only things I've touched are the fridge and the bed. His bed is my favorite. Everyday it smells a little less like him but its still smells like him enough to calm me down and allow me to sleep. Without his covers wrapped around me every night, I don't think I would be able to do this... I don't think I would be able to go on.

It had been 4 months since the last time I cut up until the week Justin got emitted back into the hospital. Its an explainable feeling, depression. Its not the feeling you get when your friends cancel on you or the feeling you get during a breakup. Its always there. Its just an underlying feeling of pain.

I am debating back and fourth whether or not to call Justin or not when my phone starts beeping. I pick up to the sound of a familiar, weak voice.

"Hey." Justin struggles to make his voice any louder than a whisper.

"Hey, do you want me to bring you anything?"

"No i was just calling to.." He pauses to take a deep breath and cough. ".. to tell you that you dont need to come today. Evelyn is going to take care of me."

"Oh... Alright" I reply.

"Listen, take a break. Stop worrying about me for once and take a day for your self." I don't even know how to do that anymore...

"Okay... if you say so. Stay happy and healthy. I'll see you tomorrow."

"I love you." Those were the last words Justin ever said to me.

The phone clicks and I realize I hadn't told him I loved him so I texted him. Not the same but I had to tell him.

I thought about something I could "Do for myself" and I couldn't thing of anything so I just got in my car, figuring that I would think of something sooner or later.

I read somewhere that if you force yourself to smile, then you will trick your brain into being happy so i sat there in my driveway, trying to force myself to smile, making a fool of myself. It wasn't working so I pulled out and drove away, waiting for the universe to shove me in the right direction.

EVELYNS P.O.V--- 2:00pm

"Justin, why did you break up with me?" I ask him with and urging smile on my face.

He tuns his delicate little head in the soft hospital bed pillow and glares at me.

"Okay, Okay..... I know" I say leaning back in the uncomfortable hospital chair. "All I'm saying is that I am better than Amelia"

Justin turns his head back to face the ceiling and he sighs. "I'm dying, You're giving me a headache and I would appreciate it if you shut up."

"Also I know that you only told Amelia not to come to today because your MRI results are coming today and you don't want her to worry because they are probably gonna be bad."

"Evelyn, I told you to shut up...."

"I know." theres a gap of silence and a sigh of relief coming from Justin. "All I'm saying is... what if we just tell her you dies then save her a whole bunch of pain.

"yeah, what a good Idea...... tell her I'm dead... see what happens" he closes his eyes and tilts his head back, annoyed.

"Okay so not one of my best ideas....." Justin looks so weak.

He acts like he isn't scared or worried but I know he is. He is especially worried about Amelia. He really loves her. Don't get me wrong, if... when Justin dies, I will be heartbroken, I don't know how I'll go on. Amelia is a different story though. She really wouldn't be able to go on. That's why I said it would be best if she kept her distance from now on because this is going to get really ugly really fast.

In all honesty If Justin died right now, it would be the best possible scenario. He wouldn't have to suffer through endless amounts of unneeded treatments and loved ones wouldn't have to watch him get sicker and sicker until eventually he takes his last breath.

The MRI results are coming in today and it isn't looking like its going to be good news, Justin is getting weaker and weaker everyday. He struggles to talk and his legs might as well be chopped off because he can barley use them

AMELIAS P.O.V----- 8:00pm

I have been driving for 5 hours now....

I had the intention of going somewhere but then I started crying and I couldn't stop so I just drove to the top of a cliff. I have decided to stay here till sunset.

I have been up here twice... Once when I was a kid and again on valentines day with Justin. I stare out and appreciate all of the beauty in the world. I look out into the distance and can't help but feel like its all going to be okay.. I get out of my car and sit on the edge of the cliff. Its so beautiful out here and I think about being happy. I try the smile forcing technique again, and the smile sticks... Its all going to be okay.....

My phone beeps and to my surprise it's Evelyn calling me.

"Hey, whats up?" I ask. All I hear is sobbing.... she can't make out words. "Hey, whats going on, is everything okay?"

"Its.... its Justin." My stomach drops.... I don't say anything.... I don't cry. I just wait for her to say something else... "He was fine just an hour ago but he started coughing up blood and he went unconscious.... They say he lost too much blood and passed out."

"so how is he now? Is he going to wake up." I ask, in shock... my body can't make emotions.

"Amelia......." It happened all at once, the tears pressed gainst my shut eyelids... begging to get out. "Due to his condition, the loss of blood was too much to handle and..... he isn't going to wake up"

I hang up.

I set my phone back in my car and sit on the hood. What was once this beautiful scenery is just mockery. Mocking life itself... how dare it be beautiful.. I walk forward.

I walk forward until there is only an inch between me and the edge of the cliff. I look down and now I see what I had been missing. Life is a puzzle and If everything is piece.... once the puzzle is complete, you die. I already had all my pieces, Justin, a family, a home a friend and a beautiful sunset. I look up at the sunset and then back to the bottom of the cliff, proving that there is always darkness in something beautiful. I take one more step and there is no more ground to walk on, and I complete my puzzle.

I close my eyes and see nothing but darkness. right before you die, you don't see memories... all you see is what you never got.

I got all I needed.

EVELYNS P.O.V------ 8:05pm

I walk back into the hospital room, drying off my face.

"Who were you talking to?" asked Justin.

"Nobody" I responded.