Jennifer's POV
Now I was heading back to my home from jimin's dorm. I checked my watch knowing it was pretty late already. Seeing the time made me increase my speed and I ended up running. My parents were not that strict but I still didn't want to face their questions. Slowing my steps as I reached the front door, I slowly open the door which was surprisingly unlocked. They must've been expecting me..
After checking my surroundings, I creep up to my room and slip into my pajamas. It was already my sleeping time but for some reason I was not feeling sleepy so I grabbed out my laptop and simply played games. After sometime I was still thinking about the medicines jimin had and ended up wanting to search for it. But I had no clue, there was no name or any other things..
Looking at the search bar, I typed in the color of the tablet hoping to get some results. Surprisingly there were many results and I clicked the first one that popped up And read out aloud.
"Traumatic stress disorder also called TSD is a disease in which a person can be forever reminded of a memory. This affects the person in his everyday life and therefore some seek to erase these memories by using drugs, drinking or by taking certain pills . These pills are very rare as less people suffer from this disease. Some people decide to overcome this memory and move on with life, but others are weak and they need support by taking pills. Once a person takes a pill, he has to forever continue it. It can cause many side effects such as headaches,dizziness and flashbacks of the worst time of his memory. This can be cured if a person decides to talk about it with another person. The other person can help them out and ask them in depth detail about the situation and it can help them overcome their memory. Another way is to fill many happy memories and naturally make all the bad memories be forgotten. However a person can not forever continue using pills and other ways. The memories will eventually be repeated and stored in their brain"
(A/n: I made this up not sure if something like this exists..)
Woah! Jimin..he suffers from this?
I closed my laptop as I heard footsteps from downstairs, it must be Jake who returned from his friend's house or something...sigh
Now I felt really bad for jimin. He was suffering extreme memory problems.. and what was it that made him to the point that he had to erase it? Was his past that horrible? Is that the sudden change between his mood I observed? So all this was caused when I opened the pendant..
It was his mom? So what about his mom?
"Please don't leave me and hyung.."
He said something like this and he had a hyung? And why was he begging his father not to beat him?
Questions flooded my mind as I gasped when my phone suddenly rang
"Hobii" i read the caller ID
"Annyeonghaseyo" came his voice
"An-anyeonghaseyo.."
"Can we meet?"
"What now?! It's late" I replied
"Yeah I know but this maybe the best time.." hobi said, it felt good to hear his voice after all this years..
"Ya but I have to sneak out.." I smiled as I said these words
"Oh no don't do that then, go to sleep" came his usual stern voice when he was protective of me..
"It's ok I'll come, I wanna meet you.."
"Hmm then come to the park" was all he said
I slowly grabbed my boots and went out in my pajamas, it was not a problem to dress up in front of hobi since he already saw me in my worst times. I saw Jake passed out on the couch and gently placed a blanket on him and headed out..
I shivered due to the cold wind. Taking long steps I finally reached the park and saw hobi sitting on a wooden bench and when our eyes met he smiled at me, the warm smile i missed, except I could see a hint of sadness behind it
"Hey" he said as he patted the empty place beside him and I sat down immediately. My smile fell as I saw a suitcase beside him, what was going on?
"So.." he started
"So..how are you?" I asked
"I'm..fine, what about you?"
"I'm fine as well" I replied
"Are, are you angry with me?" I blurted out
"No I'm not, I'm just.. I feel like I lost my chance"
What does he mean?
"I'm sorry about that day, i..I have an answer now" I said finally after all these years
"That's nice but it's too late Jennie.."
"What do you mean?"
"Jennie, should we eat something? I'll buy your favorite food"
Why is he avoiding my question..
"But I already ate...at jimin's"
Damn it.. no reply
After a long silence I asked him
"Hobi why do you have a suitcase.."
"Jennie listen, remember I've said that it was my dream to be a doctor? So now I finally completed my studies and I'm going London. I received a job offer there.."
"So that means you're going?" I said as a small tear left my eye
"I'm ...yes I am, I have to" he replied
"Why.. am I not important?"
"It's because you are important" his voice cracked
"Hobi please don't go.." I clung onto him
"Baby please I'm sorry it's too late, I missed my chance like always"
"We still have a chance.." I said as fresh tears rolled down my cheeks
"No we don't, jimin is there and I'm sure he'll take care of you better than me, I'm happy for you.."
"What are you saying?! Please hobi don't act like your fine, I know your hurting. I'm seeing you for years now I know when you're sad. Please don't leave now, I-i-"
"Shh.. please don't cry, I hate to see you cry" he placed a finger on my lips stopping me from talking..
"I'm fine and don't worry about me ok.." he smiled at me..
I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on to him tightly, he did the same and wrapped his arms tightly around me. We stood there for about a min until he stepped back
"Jennie, my flight is now I have to go"
"No..."
"Please take care of yourself and don't worry about me" he said as he carresed my face and wiped my tears
"You know jimin likes you and he's the best man I can leave you with. So please live a good life. And Jimin is going through hard times and I noticed it, he needs you more than me.. I will miss you"
He then leaned in and kissed my cheeks very gently and slowly and left me crying on the bench, then I noticed his jacket was wrapped around me. I clutched it tightly in my hands and buried my face into it inhaling his warm scent as I remembered something I forgot to say him long back..
"I love you hoseok.." I said through tears...
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Fated Together (BTS jimin)
FanficJennie was an ordinary girl until she met a mysterious guy named Park Jimin. she felt like she had seen him before somewhere..his face was familiar and he seemed to feel the same.. was it just a feeling or do they really have a connection? did they...
