Fated Together (BTS jimin)

CHAPTER 6: unexpected

Jennifer's POV

Flashback
( when she was in America)

"Jennie, I have to tell you something"
Hoseok said

"What is it?" I asked

"Come with me, we have to go somewhere" he said

"Yah, where do you wanna go? Let's take your sister as well" I said

"Clarie is not coming, she's annoying. Let's just go" he said giggling

"You're dead when she'll come to know" I chuckled..

Hoseok was my best friend along with Clarie. We were always together and used to share everything with eachother. Hoseok was an amazing friend, he'll help me through my worries and he would cheer me up everyday. You could say...he was my vitamin for everyday

Now we were seated in hoseok's new car. He got his license last month and this was the first time he's actually driving..

"Yah, are you sure you're an expert at this?" I asked

"Of course! I'm a racer!"he yelled

"Silly hobi.." I said
It was a nickname I used to call him..

"We're almost here" he said and he started doing a little dance with his hands in the air..

"Hobi I swear don't get me killed I'm still young" I said grabbing his arms and putting them on the steering wheel..

He giggled and continued driving..

He parked the car and I got out. My mouth was wide open and I was stunned by seeing what was in front of me. It was a park, a beautiful one with fountains and flowers. And it was fully decorated with lights, it was beautiful...

"Do you like it?" He asked from beside me

"It's amazing.." I said slowly

He smiled and took my hand, running into the park. Then we stopped until we reached a bench..

"Yah, I'm tired pls let's rest now" I said pleading

"You're so lazy, ajumma!" He teased me

"You!" I shouted

now we were both seated on a bench and in front of us was the fountain..

"Jennie, I seriously have to tell you something.." he started

"Wah! Hobi being serious?" I joked..

Then he turned me around to face him. I was surprised but he still looked into my eyes. This was a different feeling. He's not joking around.. his expression was.. nervous?

"Ok what is it?" I asked still struggling to look him in the eye

"Look at me" he demanded

I lifted my gaze and looked into his dark brown shimmery eyes..

"I thought about this for a long time and I think it's finally time I say it to you.." he says leaving me confused

"I l-like....y-you" he said suddenly and immediately looked down..

"I like you, like a lot" he said with his head still down

"I-i...I " I stuttered

"It's okay I'll give you time... Say me your answer tomorrow or any other day, I'll wait" he said and smiled looking at me again

I didn't know what to say. It was not that I hate him.. I like him. He was always my crush. In certain moments I would feel butterflies in my stomach.

He was perfect..but I was not perfect for him. I was leaving to Korea today and if I really do care about him then I should reject him, then he'll move on hopefully and complete his studies. He was the man of my dreams but I couldn't accept him, if I did then we can't meet after I go. I can't say him I'm going. He'll come with me and not complete his studies.. he'll quit his dream for me
I don't want that..

I felt my vision blurry and a tear slipped down to my cheeks..

"Hey why are you crying?" Hobi asked with pure concern in his eyes

I had to answer him today. I am going and I can't keep him waiting.. I took a deep breath

"Hobi..I don't really know, I'm not ready to...to a-accept you" I said crying even harder

"Jennie-ah, it's okay but I know you love me. I don't know what's holding you back.. but I'll give you time. I promise to love and take care of you.. " he said still unsatisfied with my answer

No this can't do.. I have to make him believe..

" Hobi I said I hate you.. I'm not accepting you, I don't like you.. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!" I said with my voice shivering and ran away

I saw a glimpse of his face and it broke my heart into pieces. He looked sad.. and it was because of me

Such a fool I am! I shouldn't have said those things! I hate myself..

I ran weeping, I ran and ran without keeping track. I couldn't stop crying. I wanted to go back to him, hug him and tell him how much I love him
...but the past is already done and I'm not ready to meet him in the future..

I reached somewhere near my house and called Clarie, explaining everything to her, otherwise I would never forgive myself..

I went home and saw my parents were leaving for the flight. I quickly took my bags and wore a mask along with glasses so my puffy eyes and crying face won't be visible to my parents..

I looked back with tears in my eyes..

"I'll miss you my sunshine.."

I said and entered the airport

End of flashback

I thought about that day once more.. I still regret it..
I buried my face into my pillows, a small tear slipping from my eyes, I pulled the blankets all the way up and slept..

Next day

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I turned it off and slept for some more mins. Then I quickly got up to see I was damn late..

I jumped up from bed running to shower and then I brushed my teeth, I ran downstairs and gulped down some orange juice and quickly ate the sandwich which was on the table..  I said bye to mom giving her a quick peck on the cheek..

Changing my clothes, I quickly grabbed my bag and ran into the street. I searched for the bus but it was nowhere.

Then I spotted it! It was almost going. I yelled loudly for the bus to stop and ran to get in..

I jumped up onto the bus and missed my step. I stumbled and was going to fall.. so embarrassing...

I closed my eyes and waited for me to crash to the bus floor..

But nothing happened..

Then I felt a soft and cold hand around my waist and I opened my eyes to see PARK JIMIN..

(A/n: hi everyone! This was such a sad chapter but I hope you like the ending of this chapter hehe..
And thank you to all of you reading!! Luv u)