Fated Together (BTS jimin)

CHAPTER 14: fake smile

Hoseok's POV

I was startled by her sudden touch. She buried her face in my neck and sobbed loudly. It felt good to feel her warmth again. I wish we could stay like this forever but I knew we couldn't and that wouldn't happen because jimin has already started to like her..

I was too late. I lost my chance. Even though he wouldn't admit it, I could see the shine in his eyes and his smile when he talks about her. Jimin is always better for her than me, who is a coward..

But I didn't care about anything now, she was in my arms right here and I'm not gonna lose my chance. I'll never let go of her now. She hugged me harder still not looking at me. I raised my hands to hug her back when suddenly I heard a loud gasp.

I looked around to see someone but there was no one there. Then as I scanned the room my eyes landed on the door through which jimin was looking at us in shock through the small opening of the door..

I couldn't let him get hurt. I saw him slowly closing the door getting the wrong idea when I suddenly did something I regretted

I bit my lips and pushed Jennie away very gently. She looked at me confused as I smiled at her still biting my lips even harder. I had this urge to hug her and forget about everything and protect her but I couldn't do that..

I was too late..

"Jennie-ah!, My old school friend how are you?" I asked her

She looked at me absolutely clueless and I held out my hand to her. She shook it after a bit of hesitation and I glanced over at the door and acted surprised as jimin was entering

"Jimin-ah! Come on and you must be taehyung?" I said cheerfully and held out my hand to his friend

He shook my hand and we all were now seated on the couch in the hall. I looked over at jimin who had a concern look on his face. I followed his eyes and saw that he was looking at Jennie. Jennie's face was still red and puffy due to crying and it didn't take a moment for jimin to notice

"Jennie-ah, are you okay? You look like you cried?" Jimin asked placing his hand on her shoulder, she flinched and backed away slightly

"It's..n-nothing, I'm just sick" she replied and Jimin had a hurtful expression on his face but eventually joined in the random conversation I was having with taehyung ..

"K kids I'm going to go out now, do you want me to buy some food while coming back?" I asked as I sat up from the couch

"No we'll make something here, since Jennie is here we'll cook meat" jimin said

"Ok then don't burn the house" I said and forced a smile as I headed out

After heading out my expression fell. What would she have thought of my actions? Does she still have feelings for me? Was I too rude? Does she like jimin too?

I forced out all the thoughts in my mind and headed to the basement to relax myself, and to do that was dancing. I've been learning to dance for many years now. I was still learning but now I'm trying out my own styles and choreos for different songs.

As I was sitting to relax on the floor my thoughts went up to the two hyungs who were still not here. Jin hyung and yoongi hyung..

Jin hyung was aboard for his business. He said he'll invite us once his restaurant is opened and he said he'll let his small brother do the inauguration. His love for his small brother was amazing. Even tho his small brother was adopted, he loved him like his own. We missed him, his jokes, his silliness and his comfort at times like these...

I sighed as I thought about my other hyung. Yoongi hyung..

He was an amazing person. Both intelligent and creative. He was not good at expressing his feelings but he truly cared for us all until that night..

That night when his brother ran away from home and he went insane. He left the dorm even tho we stopped him multiple times. Now he's an alcoholic, sleeping on streets and nowhere to be found. He said he'll come back once he finds his brother..

I missed our old times. When me,namjoon and the hyungs used to live together happily in our dorm almost like brothers...

We still waited for him even tho he left. We didn't want any of his things taken away so we placed it the same way as it is. One day he might come to us with his brother and I'll slap him hard for causing this worry..
One day Maybe, who knows..

(A/n: I'm so extremely sorry! I was busy with school, sorry for the late update..
oh just a random question, who's your bias in bts?)