WHERE HAS JAZ GONE?!?!?!?!?
Hey, hey, I'm here! Don't worry! Well, I guess i do have a lot of explaining to do on my part. Here we gooooo!
1. Tests!
I have been having a lot of tests lately, and since my school year ends earlier than most, we had to do our testing earlier. That's okay! We had a big prep assembly for our state testing, then the next two weeks were the state testing, and it was stressful, but its over with now!
2. Amino and Hangouts...
XD this is completely my fault! I've been hanging out on Amino and Hangouts more and more each day. I love it! I've just simply neglected Wattpad because of it! That's okay though! (Pssss, if you need to talk to me urgently, I'm on there.)
3. Organizing!
While I've had freetime, I've been cleaning out my drawers and stuff to just do some spring cleaning. Its actually going along quite nicely, and I like it!
4. End of the Year!
Well, its the end of the year! I've been exercising more, and trying to type up letters for my teachers, which im super happy about. Everything is finishing up! I have about two more weeks left of school.
5. (Important) Mental Health
Theres a lot of things I want to cover in this. I've had a lot going on lately, and one of those things regard mental health.
Sparing a sob story, I've grown to have some hallucinations. Let me make this clear though, I've had hallucinations for a while now, but the most they were were little scampering creatures. Now they're full on visions.
I'm seeking out treatment for this as well, so its okay! Its nothing bad, just makes me panic.
Another thing you should know, regarding this, is that someone I had considered my "bestest best friend" had finally said goodbye to me. This has really, really, impacted my mental health because it makes me sad and lonely.
However, there's always good things! I have been trying to be more optimistic. I've surrounded myself with people who care about me, as well as I've started my daily routine again!
This means that I've started brushing my hair and teeth again, as well as cleaning my face. My acne has gone down, and my teeth are doing better! I hadn't brushed them for months, so they're swollen and overlapping the teeth, so I'm working hard to make sure that it doesn't happen again.
Conclusion
Soooo, That's where Jaz had gone. I've been doing exercise and stuff, I've been battling loneliness, and i just haven't had much motivation to write on here.
To be honest, I almost left. I didnt though, because I knew that people would really miss me. I knew that I could never say goodbye to my stories and friends.
Though, I will try to be on more! Since the end of school is nearing, I'll hopefully be more active!
