Hey guys! So, I realized that I had a lot of drafted chapters that I haven't posted on here, so I wanted to do that! Here it is!
Straight to voicemail
"
Hey! Um, it's Jaz. I think you forget about our plans tonight. Haha, that's alright! Uh, I guess I'll see you tomorrow? Yea, thanks!"
I tried calling you
Back in May
I didn't want much
Just a simple "hey".
You were busy, I think
Or maybe you just wanted to get away from me
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...
"Hey, it's Jazzy here. Listen, I know that this is a tough patch, but we're gonna make it through this! You can't let the darkness take over you."
Remember when we said those things, like they meant an awful lot..
"Why would we have kept going if we were just going to quit?"
Remember when you still loved me?
Words couldn't describe you,
But you could describe me
"It's not even living, But hurting that's scary."
You did it without words
You made me feel needed,
Like I was something bold
"Hey, don't do this. You know i need you here."
But when I called you last May...
"I need you to help me. To protect me. But you don't want to..."
It went straight to voicemail.
The One Who Falls Alot
Her name was Jaz,
Her arms wrapped around them
But the lights they gave her
Were growing dim
Jaz, who falls alot
For people who don't care
Tugging at her scalp
Pulling out her hair
She could count all her friends
As well as the fake
She gave them all
But all they did was take
"Why don't you care?" She cries
She just wants someone there
Just one person
To show they care
Though when down,
Her smile appears once more
Though tears caress her cheeks
Her heart is tore
When the fakes see the sadness
They hug her
And she hugs back
Forgetting everything they were
When down,
They tell her the lie
All when
She wants to say bye
They say they love her
Its such a lie, you see,
They say they're the lock
And she's the key
The worst part is
She believes it
Every word seems truth
She doesnt use her wit
When the cycle comes around again
She's met with the sadness of not being loved
She just wanted someone there
She just wanted to be hugged.
But now there's blood on the cuts
And her heart is still sore
Her eyes are shining
Her smile is wore
"Im better now," She tells herself
She pushes herself upwards
Starts crying, breaking
All that come out of her mouth are more words.
Her name was Jaz,
Who hid a dark thought
Which left her deep down
To let herself rot.
2 A.M
Its 2 A.M
And I cant sleep
I can only think about you
And weep
Its 2 A.M
Its really hot
Im really tired
But i can tell you what im not
Im not yours
Not your play thing
I'll never again
Let you clip my wing
