How Ya Feel

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Chapter 10

Brea POV

This weekend I had so much fun. I have some crazy and loving friends. Now get this. How about Jay told me he love me right. Then, I get a text from Jaz that Messiah told her the same thing. Like they planned it. On the real, I didn't think that Jay was the type to say I love you. I know I act like a thug around him sometimes. That's just how I am. I do that to everyone. But I have a soft side, I just don't show it that much. You know us Scorpios don't show their emotions til they really know and trust a person. So hopefully, one of these days, I will let him see that side of me. I'm not going to school today because I've had a long week and I'm tired as hell. I have a headache so I'm sleeping in today. I know Jaz probably going to come over to check on me wit Siah and Jay. For the time being, I'm going to sleep. 💤💤💤

Jazmine POV

I'm feeling real good this morning. Bae took me out for our one month anniversary. Honestly, I wasn't really expecting that because I didn't want him to do or get me anything for that. Like it's only been a month, I can understand a year or so. I really love Messiah. Not because he did that for me but I learned a lot about him and he is a really good person. Brea text me this morning that she is not coming to school today because she is not feeling well. I miss her. Messiah, Jay, and I are going to check on her after Jay and I get out of practice. I took me a shower, handled the rest of my hygeine. I put on the aqua shirt Messiah got for me, some high waist jeans, and the Aqua 11s. I put on some white accessories, grabbed my phone, and I got in the car with Messiah and Jay.

"Wassup Ma." Messiah said kissin me on my cheek.

"Hey bae." I said blushing a little. With me being light skin, you can tell when I blushing. Damn.

"Aye, don't do that in front me. Knowing I don't have no one to kiss." Jay said looking out the window.

I laughed. "That's on you."

We pulled up to the school and went to our classes. It was like something was missing when Brea is not there. But we made it through the whole day of school, and now Jay and I have to go to practice. Messiah went to order some cheese fries for Brea so we can bring them to her. That is all Brea talk about when she hungry. 😂 After we got out of practice, we headed over to Brea house.

*Text mode*

Me- You up B?

Brea- yea im up

Me- we will be dere in 5 minutes

Brea- iight

*Text over*

In the next 5 minutes, we made it to Brea house and knocked on the door.

"Hey B!" I said givin her a hug.

"Hey yall." Brea said rubbin her eyes.

"You was sleep?" Messiah asked.

"At first. Yall can come in." Brea let us in.

"We got you some cheese fries. I know how much you like them." Messiah said handing her the bag they was in.

"I love yall so much. Yall really look out for a nigga. I was hungry too." Brea said opening her food.

"Did you eat today?" I asked her getting me somethin to drink from her refrigerator.

"Yeah. I ate some pineapples and I cooked me something." Brea said.

"I ain't know you can cook." Jay said.

"Shit yeah. I'll cook yall something next time whenever I feel like it. I'm happy yall got me this though. I been craving these." Brea said.

"I can tell lil bit." Messiah laughing.

"Jay!" Brea said smiling.

"Huh?"

"Come here." Jay came over to where she was and they kissed.

I laughed. "Eww, don't make me lose my appettite."

Brea laughed. "I don't say nothing when you and Siah be tonguing each other down."

"Hey she can resist these lips and everything." Messiah says laughing.

"Well I ain't see my bae in all day." Brea said.

"You can't get enough of me huh B." Jay gives her a cocky smile.

We all laughed. Brea took Jay in her room to talk. That's the only thing they better do. Siah and I turned on the tv and ate our food.

Brea POV

I took Jay in my room because I wanted to talk to him. He sat in my bedroom chair and I sat on my bed.

"I missed you." I said turning my music off.

"What song was that?" Jay asked walkin over to my bed.

"My mama stayed listenin to New Edition. That is the only song I liked by them. It's called 'I'm still in love with you'." I explained as I hopped back in my bed.

"Oh. It's a nice song." Jay said as he put his arms around my waist.

"Ok. You know how you are always nice and sweet." I said laying back on him.

"Yeah, and you act like a thug with no feelings." Jay jokes.

"I know. I'm going to be real with you. I know I don't really open up to my feelings and all but I am going to start." I said laying on his chest.

"You don't have change for me. I love you the way you are. Every now and then you can tell me how you feel. If you want to know how I feel just ask." Jay kisses me on me cheek.

"I'm glad I have you Jay." I said looking into his eyes.

"I'm glad too." Jay said.

I take a deep breath and I start to explain how I feel. "On some real shit Jay, I love you. I like how you always keep it one hunnit with me. I know we known each since 6th grade and we didn't really talk much til like 7th grade. You real chill and fun to be around."

"Aww baee." Jay said smiling.

"There you go with that awww." I said moving over. His grip around me was tight so I didn't move really no where.

Jay laughs. "I'm sorry. I love you too."

We started kissing and it starts to get deep and passionate. I start to rub on his chest, and he starts to feel on me. Gawwd it was feeling so good but I pulled back. I didn't want it to lead to that yet. I'm not ready for that. Jaz and I promised each other we was goin to wait til we get married.

"I get it. I'm willing to wait when your ready." Jay understood why I stopped.

"Thank you but we have to do that more often though." I said smiling opening my door.

Jay laughed. "I know I'm a good kisser."

"Yes you are." I said walking in the front to catch Siah and Jaz doing the same thing.

"Aye enough of that, let's go. I'm tired." Jay said.

"Whatever nigga. I know yall was doing the same thing. Alright lil bit, we will see you tommorrow." Messiah got up and gave me a hug.

"Ok. Thanks for the food and stopping by. I love yall." I said giving Jaz and Jay a hug.

"We love you too." They answered.

Jay pecked my lips and they left. I'm still thinking about that kiss though. Like damn! I loved that. I'm just like you don't have to give me nothing but a kiss like dat. I never thought or imagined that I would be with Jay. I didn't know how nice he was and sweet. When you look at him, or know him, you wouldn't think he is nice but he has a sweet spot. Damn I'm talkin like I'm in love with him or something. I love him but I have to give it some time til I know for sure.

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