hey guys. ur girl is really trying to keep content out for you guys but ahh we aren't doing so well.
i attempted to kill myself two weeks ago and no one in my personal life knows. it just feels like ive just been suffering alone in that mind of mine. it's like im crying out to no one because there is no one that cares, no one that wants to listen. i dont know why im telling you guys this, i know you're only here for some silly story. i just dont know how to keep producing works consistently when it's hard enough trying to get through the day. i dont know how to keep going, i don't know if i will attempt again. i might just sleep off one more bad day.
im living in a house with no electricity and little to no food and no money and im just really hanging on by a thread. i dont know what to do everything just feels like too much. what do i do to keep living like this????? rhetorical questions never help but here i am. god i hope tomorrow is better. pls be gentle if you decide to leave a comment. i'll try to get a chapter or two out asap bc my children must be fed. hugs x
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heaven in hiding 🌷 tracob
Fanfictionjust take my hand and hold your pretty head high. we can do this, you and me.
