I try not to.
I try to stay strong.
I try to throw out the knifes and blades.
So don't yell at me when I get another scar.
Don't turn away.
I am trying.
I really am!
But I thought relapse was part of recovery.
But you see a new scar.
You yell and you cry.
I told how hard I tried!
But you don't care.
You don't understand.
Don't keep telling me to stop.
I'm trying to quit, but I love the pain!
Yes I'm recovering, but once in a while I still relapse.
