Isn't it sad how I am more determined to do something that I am recovering from than to stay clean?
Isn't it sad how I hate life?
Isn't it sad that I find being hungry pleasurable?
Isn't it sad that my life is hell?
Isn't it sad that I throw up every time I eat?
Isn't it sad that I cry every night?
Isn't it sad that nobody cares? Not even me.
Isn't it sad that you said 'Kill yourself' and I've been trying?
