God I'm sorry for everything I've ever done wrong and I apologize for every word of anger resentment hate negativity everything bad I ever spat out at you I know you said to stop but can I apologize once more I can never forgive myself for any of i I'm sorry for breaking so many promises for yelling at you always always telling you about any time that something was wrong why do you do this to yourself? Make yourself put up with me? You can leave I'd understand you probably should it's better for you. God I am sorry .
But I don't believe it the word was meant to mean I would stop and god some other being I barely believe in? I spin lies and solace am I anything but malice? You say that I'm not but I know that's a lie I've hurt you too many times but I continue to try if I don't have you then I must have nothing
Why do you do that to yourself ? Stay somewhere where everyone is reliant on you? And I see you have trouble with leaving, you stay somewhere else where they don't care for you and lie and cheat. But maybe I'm no better than them.
YOU ARE READING
Hush
PoetryIt's poetry. The the tears that spill from my mouth it's the gold I bleed and the pain I drink
