Mysterious Heartbeats

Chapter 29

A/N: Lovelyz anyone? I do!!!! This song really heals me anytime so I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Credits to the owner/maker ^^

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Chapter 29- That Day

Sei's PoV

I cried all day on the day we broke up
So much that my eyes got puffy

It's been a month and days when master Funbi left without a word

A month when I started to hate myself

A month of distressed, loneliness and emptiness

A month of sleepless nights

A month of dreaming nightmares whenever I tried to sleep

A month of me crying and crying over her

But it's strange
One day, suddenly,
without a word of expectation
My feelings are healead

But a month without her also made me better

I tried to build myself again

I tried to stand up again and be strong 

I tried to heal myself again, especially my feelings

I tried to start to love myself again but even though I don't hate myself anymore, there's a part of me that still hate myself because I still love master Funbi which really made me hate myself in the first place

How are you now? Before,
you were so busy worrying about me
Now I'm sure you don't,
maybe that makes me feel sad

I am now currently cleaning the living room when I felt a familiar aura and smell a familiar scent coming from the main door. I turn around to see if there's really a person coming inside the mansion and before me, someone is standing before myself

I looked up and start to tear up because I couldn't believe what is happening right now

"Are you for real?" I asked, still crying

"Yes pabojun" master Funbi answered then she walk closer to close the distance between us

Unconsciously, I lower my head and step back. As I step back, a memory of her leaving me flash through my visions

"I hate you" I said which made made master Funbi stop on her track

"I love you" she said. Well I don't "I really do" then she continued her steps while I continue to step back

Everytime I step back, all the hurtful memories flash through my mind especially the reason why I start to hate myself

"You left me"

"I'm sorry but I can explain"

Does she thinks l want her explanation?

"I don't need yo-"

I was cut on my words when I felt something on my back that's blocking my way to back away from master Funbi's reach. When I realized that I was cornered by the dining room's door, I curse silently

I felt master Funbi holding me so I pushed her 

"Let go of me!"I demanded

"No"

"I said let go!"

I tried to escape but master Funbi hugged me tightly which made me push her with all my might but I failed and decided to stop because I'm too weak to fight the person in front of me especially my feelings toward this demon plus she made me cry as soon as I saw her. After some time, I calmed down because if I don't then we won't reach other plus master Funbi hugging me also increase the peace inside me right now