I'm not okay
                              I'm not okay
                              Guys, being serious here- I feel like I might die. 
                              I have this gaping hole in my chest and I don't think Avengers 4 will heal it. 
                              I WAS SO PREPARED
                              I WAS SO PREPARED FOR THESE SPECIFIC PEOPLE TO DIE AND THEN EVERYONE BUT THEM DIED!!!
                              I CAN'T. 
                              I CAN'T. 
                              I'M GOING TO DIE. 
                              HONEST TO GOD HERE. 
                              I'M NOT OKAY. 
                              
                                
                                  
                                    
                                    
                                  
                                
                                
                              
                              I made this. Fair warning: INFINITY WAR SPOILERS. 
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                              Marvel cast!
                              (Honestly, i'm dying on the inside I can't even and I was staring at the ground yesterday bc there's this gaping hole in my chest and unless I'm with my friends I feel like bawling or just straight up dying-and even when I'm with my friends I can feel this weight on my heart and oh my god is this what depression feels like? Low-grade depression? I think I need help but I don't know how to get the words out and it's become so hard so i'm turning into a marvel fanatic with these different fics and i'm struggling to write so I'm sorry for not updating and i still feel horrible about Revenge, can I just say.)
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  