Nothing Else Matters (Jerrie) 2018

Sleepover

Jades POV

''Should we go home and sleep?'' I ask. Perrie looks at me and nods. When we have eye contact, I just feel like the happiest girl on earth, even though I just broke up with Jed. 

''Yeah, were do you want to sleep?'' she asks. I just want to sleep with Perrie, but I don't dare to say it. Maybe she will think that i'm weird.

''Uhm... I don't know'' I answer quietly.

''You can sleep at my house if you want to'' Perrie answers. OH MY FUCKING GOD YES! This is my dream, I love to sleep with Perrie. When i'm close to her, I sleep so good.

''Yeah, sure'' I answer, trying not to sound too excited about it. Last time I slept with Perrie was over 3 months ago, and that's way to long. 

''I can sleep at Jesy's house, I'm tired of your disney movies'' Leigh-Anne says with a laugh. I laugh as well, because it's true. Me and Perrie always want to watch disney movies, but Jesy and Leigh-Anne hates them. We've watched ''Tangled'' a thousand of times. 

We get in the car and I sit next to Perrie. I really love being close to her. Suddenly, she leans against my shoulder. My whole body is shivering because of it and I think she recognize it, because she smiles at me. The car ride is amazing when Perrie is so close to me. I start to think about Alex. I love Perrie so much, but she loves Alex more. They will probably get married soon and it hurts so much. I don't want them to break up, because I don't want Perrie to get hurt, but I just wish that Perrie didn't meet him. What am I thinking? 

''We are here now'' Leigh-Anne says, looking back at us. 

''Thank's Leigh-Anne, you didn't kill us this time'' Perrie says.

''Leigh-Anne, you terrible driver'' Jesy says with her american accent. We all laugh, and then we say goodbye to the girls. We go into Perries house and the smeel is amazing. Imagine the smell of Perrie, everywhere. This is like heaven.

Perrie's POV

''Do you want to watch a movie before we sleep?'' Jade asks with an adorable voice.

''Yes sure, which movie?'' I ask her.

 ''Tangled!'' she shouts, and I laugh at her. She is so cute.

Jade starts the movie, while i'm in the kitchen making some tea. Fortunately, I have some biscuits that I can give to Jade. She loves them so much, but I love her more. I smile when I get into the living room again.

''Oh my god do you have biscuits?!'' Jade screams. I nod and she smiles. Jade sits down in the couch and grab my hand, pulling me down with her. I lean my back against the couch and she lays down by my side. Her head is resting on my chest and my arms are around her tiny waist. This is just amazing. She puts one of her legs on mine and I wish that this moment could last forever. I look at Jade all the time, she is so beautiful. 

I can't focus on the film, but I start to think about Alex. Do I really love him? He feels like my friend. I am happy with him, but I don't have feelings for him, even though I wish that I had. I just want to be with Jade. I want to sleep with her every night, and wake up with her every morning. Jade gives me feelings that no one else has given. When we first met at the X-Factor, she was so special. Back then I didn't realise that I was in love. I feel so stupid for being with Zayn, and Being with Alex now. Why havn't I told Jade?

When half the film has passed I can her Jade snore. Should I carry her to the bedroom or should we sleep here? I decide to carry her to the bedroom. Gently, I lift her up, she is so tiny? I go up the stairs with her and put her into the bed. She looks so adorable while sleeping. I put the sheets over her and I lay down by her side. Should I do it? I take a deep breath and move closer to Jade, putting my arms around her waist so i'm spooning her. It feels so good and I fall asleep almost immediately. 

I wake up by I noice. I can hear Jade crying.

''What's wrong babe?'' I ask with a raspy voice.

''Nothing'' She answers.

''Jade what is it?'' I ask again.

''Just sleep, Pez'' She says and starts to cry again. I put her hair behind her ear. 

''I will not sleep until you tell me what's wrong'' I say. Jade turns around so she is facing me. I can feel her hot breath against my face. She puts her hand at my cheeck and leans in. Our lips are just inches apart and my heart raises. She rubs her nose against mine. She pulls away and kisses my cheek instead.

''I will tell you one day'' she breaths out at my mouth and then she wraps her arms around my torso. I wrap my arms around her waist and put my head on top of hers. When I hear Jade's snoring again, I kiss her forehead.

''I love you, you are my everything'' I whisper.