Nothing Else Matters (Jerrie) 2018

Alex...?

WARNING: This chapter contains assault, and if you are younger or if you just don't like to read about violence, just scroll down to the end of the chapter. I wrote a short summary about the chapter, without the details about the assault.

Perrie's POV

I open the door and Alex stands in the kitchen. He doesn't turn around to kiss me like he use to do. He just  stands in the kitchen.

''Uhm... Hi Alex.'' I say quetly.

''Really? ''Hi Alex''. Is that all you have to say right know?'' he turns around and I can see his dark eyes. He looks angrier than ever.

''What do you mean?'' 

''You know what I fucking mean. You haven't answered me for fucking days. When I tell you to come here, you should come here? Don't you understand?'' he walks to me and push me against the wall. I scream because of the pain.

''I'm sorry...'' I start to cry.

''Do you think that I care about your apology? Du you think I care at all? The only think I care about, is that you keep this to yourself. You better not tell anyone about this.'' Suddenly he raises his hand, and I can feel a pain on my cheek. What happened? I raise my hands and I feel the pain again. Is Alex punching me? I feel dizzy and nothing feels real. I can see blood on the floor, and soon, I am on the floor as well. Everything turns black.

Jade's POV

I sit in my couch and watch TV. It's so boring and I have nothing to do. I should sleep, but I have to do something first. Perrie forgot her notebook in the studio, so I took it so I can give it to her. I pull up my phone and open upp snapchat. I take a picture and write:

''Hi Pez, you forgot your notebook in the studio and I have it here, should I come over and give it to you?''

She doesn't open it. Three hours later, she still hasn't opened it. I start to get worried, she use to answer the first hour our less. I open up the Little Mix snapchat group.

Jade

Girls, do you know where Perrie is? She went to Alex and she has not answered in three hours now.

Jesy

I don't know, Maybe they are just, you know... Having some fun?

Leigh-Anne

Don't worry Jade, she is just sleeping.

Jesy

yeah I think so to. Go and sleep Jade she is okay.

Jade

No, something bad has happened. I don't know why, but this doesn't feel good. I can go to her house and see if she's okay.

Jesy

Okay, but your leg? I'm worried about you now.

Jade

No it's okay. I can walk with my crutches.

Jesy

Okay but text me every 5 minutes so we know that you are okay.

I put down my phone in my pocket and start to walk to her house. I feel worried about her.  The clock is 2 am, but I don't think that she is asleep. It feels like something bad has happened. She always texts us and says goodnight before she sleeps, but she has not now, I walk faster and faster, but it's still a slow tempo with my stupid crutches. I realise that I'm moving way to slow. It's been a while since I broked my leg, maybe i'm able to walk or run? I throw away my crutches and I can feel the pain in my leg and i'm almost falling to the ground, but somehow I can run. It hurts like hell but I have to get to Perrie. I'm getting closer and closer to the big house and when i'm there I knock on the door. No one opens. 

''Perrie, sorry if I wake you up, but can you please open?'' I scream. No answer.

I shout her name over and over again but no one answers. Maybe the door is open?

Perries POV

I open up my eyes slowly and it hurts. I turn my head around to see where I am and it hurts as well. I am on the floor in my house. 

''PERRIEEEEE!'' A voice is shouting.

I can hear who's voice it is. It's Jades. Why is she here? I try to shout back, but I can't really speak or say something. I think that Alex left after he punched me. I try to get up, but it hurts to much. My head hurts, just like my cheeks and my hands. My stomach and back hurts as well, but I don't know why. Did he do something to me while I passed out? Jade shouts again. I want to answer, but if I tell someone, Alex will maybe so something worse. Suddenly, the door opens. Jade enters the room and her eyes are widening. 

''Oh my god Perrie...'' She is just staring at me with her mouth opened for a second, but then she sprints to me and kneels down by my side. I can see tears in her eyes.

''Perrie, tell me everything now.'' she whisperes, her voice is shaking.

''I... I can't...'' I whisper, and my voice cracks. 

''Perrie tell me! I can't see you like this!'' she almost shouts.

''Jade I... I can't tell you.''

''Perrie, you have to tell me. I know that it's hard, but I won't tell anyone.'' I get up, even if it hurts and Jade takes me in her arms. She rubs my back and I start to cry more than ever.

''It's okay babe, just tell me please'' she whispers and I can hear that she is crying as well.

''N...Nothing happened... I just fell...'' I try to lie but I'm terrible at lying.

''Perrie you have bruises all over your body and your cheek is bleeding. You are not okay. Did Alex do something?'' She asks. Fuck. Does she understand?

''No, he didn't'' I whisper.

''Perrie, I know how it looks trust me. Don't even try it. He did punch you, didn't he?'' She pulls away and look me in the eyes. I nod slowly and start to cry again. I have never been feeling this empty before. Is this real?

''Oh my god...'' She whispers and pulls me into her arms again.

''Can we try to get up so you can rest on the couch?'' Jade asks with her adorable but shaky voice.

''Yes, but can we get away from here? I... I don't want to be here...'' I whisper. My troat hurts everytime I try to speak.

''Sure babe'' she kisses me on my forehead and stroke my hair.

''I love you so much, thank you...'' I mumble.

''I love you to, Pez''

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Oh my god, this chapter was so heartbreaking to write. Jsut so you guys know, I don't dislike Alex or Jed in real life. They are just like this in the fanfiction, I like them in real life :)

So this is the summary for you who don't want to read about violence:

Basically, Alex became angry because Perrie didn't answer on his text messenges. Alex punched her muliple times. Jade had Perries notebook that she forgot in the studio, so she texted Perrie and asked if she could come over and give it to her. Perrie didn't answer for three hours and Jade felt that something was wrong. She decided to go to Perries house and she founded her on the floor, crying. Perrie didn't want to tell Jade about it first, but then she told her everything. They are now on they're way to Jade's house so Perrie can rest.