Alpha's touch (serious rewriting/editing)

Knowing myself

He brought us into the toilets and locked the door behind him. I looked at him confused and when he met my eyes I could see they were filled with lust. “What’s wrong?” I asked concerned.

“Just,” He grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him, sparks erupting through my body making me shiver. My wolf screamed in pleasure but my human side tried to pull away. I didn’t know much about my kind and what they did. It had always be me and really I don’t even know him. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed you,” He said huskily.

I put my hands on his chest and pushed myself away from him but he only tightened his grip around me. I looked up at him his eyes turning a deep blue knowing his wolf was in control.

“Don’t fight me,” He huskily whispered bending down to my ear. Nibbling my lobe. I wanted him so badly and I didn’t understand. Honestly, It scared me.

“I-I don’t understand,” I pushed him away with more force this time and he seemed to loosen his grip on me and back away.

“Oh, I’m sorry, I forgot” He ran a hand through his silky brown hair and refused to look up at me.

Guilt washed through me I didn’t mean to hurt him. “No I’m sorry, explain it to me,” I told him closing the distance between us.

He looked up at me then and I noticed he had the look of helplessness in his eyes. I didn’t understand it. “Okay,” He said still looking into my eyes. “A mate is something you can’t refuse no matter how much you try, it’s like an instant connection you have with them, and you know that they will be the only one in your life that you will ever want.” His voice swiped through me and I felt weak.

“When the alpha finds his mate then the mate will become the Luna of the pack, during the first day of meeting your mate the mating process should be complete otherwise the female goes into heat,” He finished and I gulped.

“Mating process?” I asked curiously.

“Yes I should claim you and then we should mate, having pups,” He said and I looked at him in shock. No way was I’m going to mate with him, I only just met the guy. But what annoyed me the most was my wolf was jumping with joy.

“What?” I asked dumbly and shook my head. “I’m a 17 year old girl,” I inconsistently said coming to my defences. He looked away again and I could see hurt in his eyes.

“Normally we meet our mates younger,” was all he said and I took a step back trying to get as much distance away from him. My wolf growled within me angrily wanting to become in control.

The bell rang and I jumped. My heart pounding in my chest. He looked up with strain in his eyes like it was taking every inch of him to keep himself controlled. “I will have you either way,” He said as he walked out the door.

I must of been standing there for about ten minutes staring after him. His words were still fresh in my mind and I knew they were true. I couldn’t fight him and the more I try and fight it the harder it's going to be.

The end of the day came and as normal Cole stood in front of my last class waiting to walk me to my car. We didn’t say anything as we walked I could feel his gaze on me and I blushed when I met his eye.

We got to my car and he opened the door for me. “What are you doing tonight?” He asked as I slid in my car. I looked at him deciding to lie or tell the truth.

“Why?” Is what I said instead not giving him a answer.

“I was wondering if I could take you for a run in the Littlelunas woods?” He asked and my wolf screamed at being free. I could just imagine us running side by side in the woods.

“Okay,” I said and he smiled bending down and giving me a kiss on the cheek.

When I got home I knew aunt Tura was in the living room. I could smell her and her mood wasn’t good either. I put my keys in its spot and walked into the room ready to face the drama.

She scowled at me as I walked into the room and I shrugged sitting in the chair on the opposite side of the room away from her.

She turned to the t.v ignoring I was there. I wished my parents were still here, I wouldn’t of taken another day for granted. I could feel tears well up in my eyes and I turned away.

“Why did you lose contact with mum?” I asked shocking myself because I hadn’t realise I had spoken. She seemed taken back from my sudden question and shifted in her seat. She looked at me her eyes full of tears and for the first time I was here I felt sorry for her.

“I miss her,” I muttered and looked away.

She turned back to the t.v and sighed. “You look so much like her,” She said her eyes still glued to the t.v.

“Is that why you hate me?” I asked raising a eye brow at her.

“I don’t hate you, Ashleigh, I just didn’t like what-“ She didn’t finish stopping herself. She looked away, got up and left. I heard the closing of the front door a moment later.

I went up to my room after that and got ready for my run with Cole. I didn’t know why I felt self conscious but I felt I just wanted to look my best and still look like I hadn’t tried hard.

I pulled my hair into a high long pony tail and dressed in some old hot pants and a white tank top while grabbing my sneakers. I looked at myself and thought that I looked like I was ready to go for a jog. I heard the doorbell go and nearly found myself running to get the door.