Chapter Four

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Ashton's POV

I wake up with the sun shining through the window and I rub my hand against my eyes.

"Lilah, Lilah, wake up baby." I roll over to look at her.

Oh, she's not here. I forgot. How could I have just let her go like that? I should have run after her. 

I get up and go to the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee. I miss how she would make coffee for the both us and I wouldn't even have to ask her. 

I sit at the island of our kitchen and sip my coffee. 

'Ash, do you want a bowl of cereal?' she would always ask me every morning.

I barely got through half of my coffee, the smell reminds me too much of her. I set down the coffee and rest my head in my hands. All the thoughts of her going to Luke's house fill my mind. 

'Call me when you're not a dick.' She said to me.

I get off the stool and pace around the kitchen. I start to breathe heavily and panic.

"HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID?!" I scream at the top of my lungs and kick the stool down.

I crouch down beside the now broken stool and start to quietly cry.

"How will I ever get her back?" I say quietly to myself and pound my fist against my forehead.

"I miss her so much..." 

Once I pulled myself back togther, I get up and go to take a shower.

I strip to nothing and step into the steaming hot shower.

My back tenses at the sudden stream of hot water.

"Shit that's hot." I say and turn it down to just the temperature. 

I hear the front door slam and I jump. I get kind of excited thinking that it could possibly be Lilah.

"Ashton? Ash, where are?" It's Michael.

I sigh. "I'm in the shower, I'll be right out."

I turn off the shower, grab my towel, and head out to the living room where Miohael is sitting.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him.

"The real question is why aren't you dressed?" He laughs.

I look at him kind of aggravated.

"Seriously, what do you want?" 

"Well, I heard what happened and i wanted to see how you were doing."

"What does it look like? I didn't sleep last night, I'm a wreck and Lilah's at Luke's house."

"Oh, I heard about that. Apparently, they had a bit of fun last night." He smirks.

"W-what are you talking about?" I stutter.

"I guess they did it, you know? They had fun last night." He laughs.

"How could you be laughing at this?" I scream. "She's my girlfriend, not his!"

I run to the bedroom and get dressed as quickly as possible. I grab my keys off my nightstand and pull Michael into the car with me.

"Where are we going?" He asks me.

"To Luke's" I say and tighten my grip on the steering wheel and my knuckles get white.

He's gonna pay. 

I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I will be gone for a few days, so this will probably be the last update until Saturday maybe Friday. IDK yet. But please vote and comment! 

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~C. Styles

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