Can't believe she just walked out on me. What did I even do to her? I wish it was back to before we got into that fucking fight.
"GOD DAMMIT!" I scream and kick my acoustic drum on the floor.
I sit on my bed with my head in my hands.
What the fuck am I going to do to get her back? Why did we even get into that fight?
~flashback~
The music was pulsing through the club as I went to find Lilah with our drinks.
I pushed through the sweaty bodies dancing and found... Lilah.
I drop our drinks at the sight of her kissing another guy. Not just kissing, but making out.
I grab her arm and pull her away from the asshole.
"What the fuck Lilah?" I scream at her.
"Oh, hey Ashton." She slurs.
"W-what are you doing?" I look at her shocked.
"Oh, him? Oh, this is um... Um..." She giggles and hiccups.
"Alright, let's go." I say and pull her away from the guy.
"LET GO OF ME!" She screams as I pull her to the car.
I open the car door and push her in.
I walk around to my side of the car and get in. When I start the car up, she starts to laugh.
"What the fuck are you laughing at?" I demand.
"You. You're all like.." She makes a mad face and starts to giggle.
I tighten my grip on the steering wheel as we speed down the street to our appartment.
As I pull into the paking lot, she is still giggling. Once in a while, she hiccups.
"Get out of the damn car." I growl.
She gets out and stomps into the building and into the elevator.
The elevator stops on our floor and I get off and she follows me. I unlock the door and she walks in and I do too.
I close the door and Lilah pushes me against the door.
She begins to kiss up my neck to my lips. I pull away from her.
"No, Lilah. I'm pissed at you." I push her away from me and walk away.
"Why are you pissed at me? What did I do now?" She asks me in a mocking tone.
"You fucking made out with that dick!" I scream at her. She begins to walk away from me, crying.
~Present~
Why did i ever start that? I am such a dick... How am I ever get her back?
I put my head on my pilow and fall fast asleep.
I wish I coud wake up with amnesia
