More Than I Could Dream of-a Ronron/Aaronica and Vanessa Merrell fanfic

Chapter 8

Nessa's pov
            I saw Lauren at crispy cream she convinced me to talk to Roni. I am on my way home and I'm feeling good about this.
I walk in the door and call out for Roni. She doesn't respond so I go up to our room I open the door and gasp. I see Roni sitting on the floor leaning against her bed reading a book. I look around and I see her usually neat bed ripped up her pillows scattered around the room.
"Roni! Are you ok?" She looks up at me and I see her makeup it smudged like she was crying. She didn't answer she just looked up and flared at me then went back to her book. "Roni, I forgive you! I over reacted and I am sorry! It took me by su-" she cut me off
"Nessa! I love you! I am sorry. All I wanted to do was stop you from getting hurt but I just hurt you! I was so harsh and blunt I was so rude. I am such a horrible sister. I can't do ANYTHING RIGHT! I made you mad and you ran out of the house because of ME. No good sister would ever do that. I wanted to warn you! I just need to keep my thoughts too myself! I need to find some self control! I am a horrible person!" Then she started crying. I hugged her.
"No, Roni! I love you more than anything! I understand! We are almost the same person! Please don't beat up yourself! You are wonderful! I love you!" I then started crying. "Roni will you please tell me what you were telling me before I stormed away? I believe that you are good at sense of things."
"No, it will only hurt you. You love Gray and that all that matters!"
"Roni please?"
"No, don't we have a collab tomorrow? What are we going to do for it?"

"We can figure it out tomorrow. Let's have sister day! I think I have some face masks!"

"Ok! Movie?"

"yeah!"

"Cool Ill go make some popcorn and get some snacks."

"no Roni! youll burn them!"

"ok...what can I do?"

"pick out the movie!"

I go and get everything ready for the movie. I am so glad that we made up. Thanks to Lauren! So, I text her.

me: Hey Lauren, Thanks a bunch for the advice we are all good now! Love you girl!"

Lauren: hey! no probs! I'm so glad it helped!

Roni's pov
i am really glad that Nessa and I are cool again. I couldn't help but punish myself for being mean to Nessa. I know it was a horrible idea now, but in the moment I was so mad I really had to. I am glad that Nessa went over to Lauren's, but it also hurt. I feel like Nessa has so many friends that she doesn't need to worry about falling and having no support. But, one reason Arguing with my sister hurts so much is she is my best friend. I have no one to get support from that I am close with. I have Lauren I guess but, we rarely hang out and I wouldn't feel completely comfortable telling her my life. Nessa has Gray, Marco, Lauren, Even Mahogany Lox and her are close. She also, has other good friend from Missouri that she can text. For me it is pretty much just Nessa. When Nessa is not there the thoughts join together and are a stampede of wild bison trampling all in their way. I want to tell Nessa this but I know that I can't. She won't understand. It is the samething with Grayson. She loves him and I think it will be ok. Well Nessa is coming back.

She sits down and I put my arm around her and give her a weird side hug. Then we watch High School Musical.

Ok, the collab it next chapter I promise. Ronron Chapter coming up! I know your waiting! Sorry that this has turned into sucha Varco and Ronessa book. I know this book sucks but, thank you for over 430 reads! love you!💜