[✔] BOOK II : The Love Collides

chapter 19 - stupid

Sunny's POV

"And that's it! Good job Rain, you're my favorite so far" komento ng photographer habang chinecheck ang kinuha nyang litrato. Nakasandal lang ako dito sa sofa habang pinanuod ang mga models na busy sa kakapose sa camera.

If I have to choose, I like Yvan's modeling better but when it comes to sex appeal, looks, freestyle poses- Rain had it all. Yvan have it pero mas nakakaattract tingnan si Rain even in first glance. Not to be bias ha.

Okay okay I get it. I know I already said it too many times- well every fcking minute!! but I'm not tired praising him at all. It's overwhelming to see him infront of me, real and alive. Damn, it's already like 3 months I guess? Pero kahit araw-araw ko syang nakikita-including those times na sinastalk ko sya sa social media- I still missed him. I missed us. I wanna cuddle him again, hug him, kiss him, laugh with him, eat with him, talk to him, buying each other a gift and all. I missed those times. Pero 5 years ruined it all. I'm so pissed until now.

And I'm desperate to tell him the truth. But how? When?

Maraming oras at panahon pero wala akong lakas na loob. I'm weak. I have to tell him before Mint appeared in the picture.

"Hello sir Rain! Mo-" i shushed her down before nya mabigkas ang salitang Mommy. Rain doesn't know about Cloud yet pero hindi nya tinanong sakin ang random na batang pumupunta sa trabaho ko dahil hanggang nga kasi ngayon, hindi nya parin ako kinakausap.

Also, I knew about him being our daughter's teacher.

"Rain Castillo, Cloud's teacher"

Muntik ko nang mabuhos sakanya ang tubig na ininom ko. Did I just heard it right?

"Huh?"

"Yeah, that's his name. He's so handsome, cute din, bubbly and too much sex appeal. I wonder if he have a girlfriend na but who cares tho! I think crush nya ako" tili ni Irithel. She seems so happy and I have to be happy rin para sakanya but no way in hell I am going to do that.

It's Rain we're talking about. He's...

Well bullshit..

HE'S MINE.

And did I just heard it again!? CLOUD'S TEACHER?! Yung paboritong teacher ng anak ko na palagi nitong ikinwento sakin. All this time it's just Rain!?

Wow, is it coincidence?!

"Wait, so this guy is your crush" I told her. I'm not even amused kung titingnan mo ako ngayon. I'm actually pissed.

"Yeah, why? You should be happy, I found a new one after my last break up!" Sabi pa nya.

Yeah, I am supposed to be happy with her dahil finally hindi na sya maglalasing pa pagkatapos ng break up nila ni kung sino man yung lalaking yun.

Pero pano ako sasaya kung si Rain pala ang lalaking gusto nya?! He's my daughter's father, my ex boyfriend, my love, my future husband- HOW THE HELL'S THAT HAPPENING!?

And now I'm still debating kung sasabihin ko ba kay Iri na akin lang si Rain o papatayin ko nalang sya at itapon sa ilog para hindi na sya makita pang muli.

I sipped my tea. I honestly like the second one.

I shook my head.

"Mommy? Are you alright?" My baby asked and I kissed her forehead nang umakyat sya para kumandong sakin.

"I'm totally fine baby. I'm just tired dahil I'm sleepy" sabi ko and she just showered me with kisses sa cheeks. I chuckled.

"I already missed you Mommy. I didn't eat my dinner because I want to eat together with you. And oh! Sir Rain is here and we should invite him!" Sabi nya at tinuro pa si Rain na nakatitig lang sa pader. Jusko ano na nangyari dun?