Nothing Special

The journey- part 4

(Last part of 'The journey')
*THE BOOK IS NOT OVER YET DONT WORRY*
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*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP*

"Ughhhhhh!!!" I say as I reach for my phone as the alarm is going off on it.

Emily soon jumps on top of me, "get up get up get up!" She chanted.

"Why!!!!" I said pushing her off of me.

"BECAUSE THERE IS SOMEONE HERE TO SEE YOU!" She said excitedly.

"Ummm...ok?" I get up and put some day clothes on. I walked out of my room. As soon as I realize who the person is I burst into tears.

It's Jackson. Standing right there. Right in front of me. "Oh my god!" I said giving him a hug. We stayed like that forever.

"I love you. More than anything. You are the most important thing to me in the whole world. I promise that. I don't just love you...I'm in love with you." He whispers in my ear as we hug. I'm still crying.

I pulled back from the hug just so I can see his face, "I love you too." I said and that was it. Soon our lips were smashed together and Maya was videoing the whole thing.

Wait! MAYA!

I run up to her and give her a hug. We stay like that for like 5 minutes. We finally pull away and of course she lectures me. "Don't EVER do that to me again! I was worried sick!"

She looks at Emily, "OHHHH! We got a LOTTTTT of talking to do missy!"

"Did you see your brother?" I asked as I gave Jackson another hug. He kissed my head and then looked at me.

"My brother? Alex?" He asked.

"Yea He's here!" I said and pointed at the door to which Alex had just arrived.

"Alex!?" He said as he ran and gave him a hug.

"Oh my god. I love you so much!" He said as they hugged.

"I love you too." Alex replied.

They stopped hugging and I looked at Aaron who had just showed up in the doorway.

"Soooo....I'm I just left out from the hugs." Aaron said with a smirk.

I ran up to him and gave him a hug. "I missed you guys so much."

"We missed you too." Aaron said. "This one missed you the most though." Aaron said as he tapped Jackson's face.

"Oh and you must be Gianni." Aaron said. "Yea. We gotta talk."

Then he and Gianni went to the other hotel room. "Alex go with them an make sure nothing bad happens." I laughed.

"Okay. I mean I know you just want to be alone with Jackson but you can lie to me as much as you want." He smiled. "Anyway bye." Then he walked out.

"Alana...I-" Jackson started but I interrupted him with a kiss.

"I know. I love you too." I said. He smiled and hugged me.

His smiled disappeared. "Lana, are we still...us?"

"I mean...your the guy...what do you think." I looked down.

He pulled my face back up to were our eyes where connected. "Alana Fain, will you give me the honor of being my girlfriend again?"

"Jackson Robinson, I would be honored to be your girlfriend again." I hugged him and he hugged back.

"Sooooo....how much you want a bet that the boys are about to rip each other's head off?" Jackson said as we pulled away from the hug.

"I don't know let's go find out." I laughed. I then put out my hand for him to grab it. "Together?"

"Forever." He said as he grabbed my hand.

"JALANA!!!!" Maya and Emily yelled from the other room.

Me and Jackson laughed as we made our way to the boys room.

We were about to knock on the door but it was already open.

"I can't lose her!!!!!" Aaron yelled.

"YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LOSE HER I DON'T LIKE HER ANYMORE LIKE THAT!" Gianni yelled.

"BUT WHAT IF MAYA LIKES YOU LIKE THAT!!!!" Aaron screamed. He was crying.

Maya walked in. Oh no...this is going to be bad... "AARON DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD DO THAT TO YOU?!"

"I didn't say that." Aaron said calmly.

"BUT YOU MEANT IT! YES, ME AND GIANNI USED TO DATE BUT I DON'T LIKE HIM LIKE THAT ANYMORE!" She started to cry.

"Maya I'm sorry." Aaron said and gave her a hug.

"Aaron move." I said as I went and got Maya. I grabbed her hand and brought her back to the room with me.

"Alana. I don't think I can do it anymore." She says as we sit down on the couch in my hotel room.

"Don't say that."

"It's true! Ever since Gianni came back it's been hell. If you wouldn't have run away none of this would have happened." Maya said. I was hurt.

"Maya. I just couldn't be at home anymore..."

"NO YOU JUST DIDNT WANT TO FACE YOUR PROBLEMS!!!!" She yelled. "YOU LEFT BECAUSE A GIRL KISSED YOUR BOYFRIEND!!!! YOU COULD HAVE JUST TALKED TO HIM AND NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!"

"Maya...I didn't mean to..." I said.

"YOU DIDNT MEAN TO?!!! YOU DIDNT MEAN TO?! YEAH YOU MEANT TO!!!" Maya yelled. "YOU KNOW WHAT?! I HATE YOU!!!"

I just looked at her. After about 10 seconds of processing what she just said I ran into the room I was staying in and locked the door.

"I'm so done. I just want to die." I cried to myself. Rose and Prince came up to me and started licking me to cheer me up.

"Thanks Rose and Prince." I cried. I wiped my tears and decided I was done with life. I don't know why I did...I just did. I remembered the bottle full of pills that Gianni gave me for a headache. I had kept them in case I had another headache but that's not what I was about to use them for. I poured out the pills and started to swallow them.

Bye, I love you.

I texted Jackson.

Jackson- Alana? Where are you going?

Me-somewhere I can't come back from.

I finished the whole bottle and became dizzy.

Jackson- I'm coming to your hotel room right now!

Me- I don't want you to see me like this....

Jackson- Like what?

Me-you're never going to forgive me for what I did.

I could barley type now.

Jackson- what do you mean? I'm knocking on you're hotel door right now. Is Maya there? Tell her to answer the door.

Me-goodbye Jackson.

"Maya where is Alana?!" Jackson says frantically.

"In her room. We got into a fight and she went in there." She replied. She was still sobbing.

"Alana?! Open the door right now!!!" Jackson yelled as he pounded on my door.

"I...can't...I'm...to...weak..." I did try I couldn't get up though.

"ALANA!!!"