The Affair With My Driver (18+)(editing)

Chapter 13

Latoya POV....

I couldn't stop thinking about lastnight with Josh, I couldn't sleep. I know it was wrong for being with him but the pleasure I felt from him let it felt right. I get out of bed early looking on Carlos still sleeping and am feeling guilty for cheating on him, I walk to the bathroom and freshen up to go for a run. I quickly write a note telling Carlos where I was going and leave.  I look over the guest house but quickly turn away and jog towards the woods.

I start to feel nervous when I hear foot step tracking behind me and I  turn around to see who was following me. A pair of dark brown eyes staring on me with the charming smile I adore so much.

"Are you following me?" I ask placing my hands on my hips.

"It's very lonely up here for you to run alone so early, I just want to keep you safe" he said coming close to me.

"I ran here by myself all the time am not scared" I said running off.

I didn't get far when he catch up with me and pull me in the woods and pin me to a tree, he start kissing me hungrily and I kiss  back. He nibble on my bottom lips and I grant him access to enter, I start to feel a guilty feeling in my gut and I pull away.

"We can't do this Josh its wrong" I said pushing his hands of my waist. "What happen lastnight was a terrible mistake, we both got carried away and things happen that shouldn't have" I continue.

"Toya you and I know lastnight wasn't a mistake, I made you felt love and pleasure that he never let you felt before." He said "I'm in love with you toya and I can't stop thinking about you, I know  your married but he doesn't deserve you" he said holding my hands.

"He's my husband and I love him so much, I don't feel the same about you am sorry Josh, I just can't be with you" I said softly sobbing.

"Look into my eyes and tell me you don't feel anything for me toya and I'll leave you alone" he said with an sad expression on his face.

I feel the same about him but I love my husband and I don't want to ruin my marriage or my family. He's right Carlos hasn't gave me such pleasure in a long time but I still feel guilty of cheating on him. I try to hold back the tears and look straight in his eyes.

"Josh I don't have any feelings for you am sorry, I only love my husband, lastnight was a mistake am sorry" I said trying to keep my voice strong.

I saw the hurt in his eyes and the sadness on his face, he rub his hands through his hair and turn away from me "I'll leave you alone Mrs Martinez if that's what you want" he said then walk away.

I watch him jog out the woods until he was out of sight, I fall on the ground and break down in tears.

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Josh POV...

I couldn't believe she looked me in the eye and told me she didn't feel anything for me, I love her so much but am just gonna leave her alone as she wish. My job here wasn't to fall for her but still I did and even make Love to her, I don't want things to be harder on her so I decided to take a three weeks break. As I jog back to the guest house, I start to pack to leave later in the evening, my heart feel likes it sinking. After packing I quickly go over to the house to talk to Mr Martinez before she get back.

I press the doorbell and wait for it to open, as I was about to press it a second time the door swings open and Mr Martinez step out.

"Good morning sir, I think I'll take a three weeks break, my mom is very ill and ask to see me. Hope you don't mind am leaving in the evening" I said politely.

"Mr Miller, why you bring this up so sudden? I'm gonna need someone urgently to bring my wife and daughter around" he said a little upset.

"I'm sorry Mr Martinez, I have...... I trail but he cuts me off.

" its OK if your mother need you then go, I'll make some calls and get a driver until your back " he said understanding.

I nodd "thank you sir" and he get back inside closing the door and I turn around to leave and my eyes lock on Latoya jogging up the driveway, she stop and stare on me from where she was and I just walk off to the guest house.

I get back to the guest house in a flash and spring through the door letting out a deep breath I didn't knew I was holding. I throw myself on the bed and remember the peaceful and loving looks she had on her face when we were making love and it drift me to sleep.

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Latoya POV.....

I pick up myself from the ground and dry my tears as I jog back to the house as I jog up the driveway I saw Josh leaving my house. I stop in the driveway and stare at him, I just want to run up to him and tell him how much I love him and am sorry to deny my feeling for him. He quickly take his eyes off me and walk towards the guest house, I feel a single tears fall down my cheeks and I quickly box it away.

I push the door open and walk to the kitchen for a bottle of water, I drink the water down quickly and head up to the bedroom to relax. I lay in bed quietly sobbing as I think of how I hurt Josh with my words and how I cheated on Carlos, my thoughts disappear when Carlos walk out the bathroom into the room wrap up him towel. 

"You're back babes I saw your note" he said drying his hair.

I didn't reply to him because I was angry at him for leaving me like that lastnight and cause me to cheat on him. I turn on my side with the pillow over my head and wipe the tears that escaping my eyes.

"Babe am sorry about lastnight, I didn't mean to talk to you like that but I just did have a problem to get sorted out" he said cuddle next to me.

"What problem you talking about?" I ask curious turning to face him.

"Nothing you need to worry about, where did you get that necklace?" He ask raising his brow.

Shit! I curse I forgot to take off the necklace Josh gave me lastnight. " huh? Oh this k-keslsey gave me for my birthday Friday when she was here " I lied.

"It's beautiful, you haven't open any of your present they are all in my office" he said smiling

"I'm just gonna take a shower before opening them" I said getting up from the bed but he pull me back and the bed and hover over me, he start kissing me. I hesitate to kiss back because I know where this is going and am not up for it. He bit my button lip and I start kissing back but memory with Josh last night flash through my mind and I pull away.

"Babes what's wrong?" Carlos said looking confuse.

"It's nothing I'm just sweaty and feeling sticky maybe I should take a shower first" I said walking to the bathroom.

"I don't mind but we can take in it the shower baby" he said walking in the bathroom.

Suddenly his phone start to ring and he turn back to get it, thank god and safe for now but until he get off the phone. I feel guilty sleeping with Josh and now being with Carlos, I strip off my clothes and sink in the warm water in bath and try to relax.

"Babes am going out for a few minutes I'll be back soon" Carlos shout from the room.

"Ok baby" I shout from the bathroom.

I relax in the warm water and feel relief that Carlos is gone, for the first time I'm feeling happy he's gone and not complaining.