Dear Diary,
I am struggling to write this. I feel very weak. I passed out during my last entry. I am so sick that all I can do is lay in my bed.When I woke up I didn't just wake up. I woke up and immediately started throwing up blood. Dad was there cleaning up the blood,that I threw up. Mom was on the phone saying
"PLEASE get Jacob to phase back!" Then at the end of the phone call she said
"FINE!". When she looked at me she said
" oh! Renesmee your awake! My beautiful girl. How are you feeling" She started running her fingers through my long wavy hair.
I said
" Totally NOT good,where is JACOB!?!?
Mom said
"In wolf form. He won't change back,he hears people talking rudely about our family and is afraid that if he's in human form with you he'll hurt you when he phases!"
Dad said
"Renesmee,Jacob might be in that form for a while."
I was freaking out! So I almost screamed but Jasper calmed me down. I said,
"WHAT!? I'm gonna get really sick if he's not with me! I'll DIE"
Mom tried to comfort me.
"Ness,you aren't going to die" Then she kissed my head.
I said
"I'm going to get sick" Then I violently threw up blood...lots of it!
Mom put her cold hand on my head and said
"OH MY GOSH RENESMEE YOU'RE BURNING!"
Dad got out the phone and and quickly said.
"Carlisle come quick!"
I tried to reach for mom's face,but my arm wouldn't move and I started screaming at the top of my lungs. Then passed out in my bed. I woke up dizzy and I saw mom,dad,Carlisle,Aunt Alice,and Aunt Rosalie and Uncle Jasper looking at me!
I said
"What? What's going on?"
Dad said
"You're really sick Renesmee no more writing in that diary.. It makes your arm not able to move!" Oh my. My arm is starting to hurt. I have to go.
Renesmee
