Dear Diary,
I'm 1&1/2 months pregnant! Today was not the best day of my married life. NO I did NOT get into a fight with Jacob. It's about 7:00 p.m or something,Jake's on patrol for the pack. Ugh this morning I was not well. Jacob woke me up in the middle of the night and in the morning,because I was supposedly I was tossing in my sleep nonstop. He woke me up at midnight by shaking me and saying "Nessie,Ness! Wake up!" and then I woke up. I jumped out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. He ran after me.
I ALMOST made it to the toilet,but I didn't. I threw up on our tile floor. Jacob got to the bathroom,I didn't even notice him there until he said
"Honey are you ok? "
I choked out the words "No" and then he picked me up and moved me to the toilet,so I would throw up in there. I threw up for almost 10 minutes straight. Jacob was soothing me by brushing his fingers through my hair. When I finally finished throwing up,I wiped my face on a towel and threw the towel into the wash pile. One of my nightgowns,from my wedding shower,from Aunt Alice is ruined! I can't stand to look at it anymore,THAT went into the trash. Jacob helped me into a new nightgown. Oh how I love my Jacob. This time the nightgown was an old one that was getting destroyed.
Jacob had said "Here I know it's ugly,but in case you get sick again."
I said "Thanks,honey. I love you."
Jake said "I know hon. Are you tired?"
I yawned and said "Mhmm,a lot. OH!!"
He said "What's wrong!? You just screamed OH!!" I placed his hand on my stomach so he could feel my...OUR babies kicking.
He said to my stomach "I love you babies,stop kicking mommy she wants to sleep." Then he kissed them...well my bump,then my lips. Then we went to lay back down,I feel asleep quite quickly. Then just about the usual time I wake up(well before I was pregnant) he said
"Ness,Ness,NESSIE! Wake up and run to the bathroom!" I woke up with a "huh?" then I felt the getting sick feeling and ran with nonhuman speed,and got to the toilet and vomited a few times. Managed to save this nightgown.
Jake said "Well it's 8:30,why don't you take a shower,maybe you'll feel better." I then took one,the scorching hot water felt so good on my skin! I got out and my clothes were in the bathroom. I didn't remember putting them there. Jacob must have done that. I went out of the bathroom and Jake yelled "Nessie! Bella and Alice are here!"
I yelled "I'M COMING DOWN!" I was in a new baby blue maturnity shirt,and pink sweatpants....baby colors. Jake came over and kissed me fiercely and I wouldn't let it end,until I remembered we had visitors!
Aunt Alice shrieked "What are you wearing!?!?" I was shocked by her screech,so were the poor babies. They kicked me hard.
Jake got in front of me in a defensive way, then said
"What's wrong with her clothes? She looks beautiful in them! You probably scared our babies,ALICE!"
Aunt Alice said "Jeez,I just came to ask you a few questions,and you heard the first one!"
I said "I am wearing what I FIT into,and I like it,AND you scared the babies!"
Mom said "Alice,don't shriek like that! Nessie how are you? Jacob how are you?
Jake said "I'm fine,I don't know about my beauty though."
I said "I'm fine after puking....I don't know how many times!"
Aunt Alice said "We're done with the morning sickness stuff. Now onto question two what's your daughters full name? I know Edward Jacob Black,unless you've changed it.
I said "We still have E.J,but we aren't sure on Janessie's middle name."
Aunt Alice sighed and said "Question three,why's Nessie having twins?"
Mom elbowed her and said "ALICE!" Then ugh I'm just going to call all my uncle and aunts by their first names,takes up to much space.
Alice starred into space and said "HOME NOW BELLA!!!" Then they raced off back to wherever "home" was today. Jake asked what I wanted to do today. I answered spend time with you. He chuckled at that answer. We spent the day in the house together discussing things,mainly the babies. The name we decided for Ms.Black is Janessie Marie Black. Jacob was putting the potatoes we were having for dinner,when the I heard wolves howl. Jacob said
"Dang,they're probably getting irritated with me not being on patrol! I'm sorry I have to go Nessie." Then kissed me and went outside and phased. I sat down ate my dinner,it was really good. It would have been better if Jacob was here. I was done with dinner,when the house phone started ringing. I picked up "Hello?" The other person said "Renesmee is that you?"
I said "Marianna is that you" We're really close friends and I haven't seen her or talked to her since before the wedding. She was sick on the day of the wedding.
MARIANNA giggled "Yes,Renesmee it's me. How are you,and Jacob?"
I said smiling into the phone "We're great! You'll never believe what I'm about to say."
She said "WHAT? You sound eeeexxxxccccittttteeeeed!
I said slowly "I am pregnant,with twins,a boy and girl."
She said "Oh my gosh! I'm so happy for you and Jacob CONGRATS!"
I said "Thanks Marianna. Would you like to come over tomorrow?"
She shrieked "Would I LIKE to? I would LOVE to come see you and Jacob!" We hung up five minutes later. Well I'll write tomorrow as long as I'm up for it!
Mommy?
