Over Protective

GUYS!!! PLEASE READ

THIS BOOK IS ALMOST TO 10K READS WHICH IS UNREAL!!! 

Now onto the real stuff, lately i have had mad writers block with the new book and i wish i didnt i might rewrite it im not sure or i might just take it down and have this be the end of Bea's story. I will be taking Just Like You down until i figure out what im doing with it. because looking back at the three stories in this series i do not like my writing style, or more so the way i write to put it in better words. i have been reading many books in the past 2-3 months and seeing the way they write makes me think of my writing skills and how i want to become better with writing and get in more depth with it and have more detail and longer chapters. 

With this series and my writing alone i noticed how horrible they are. at the time of My Girl i fell in love with the writing i had in it but i cant even go back and read my own books because i believe they are horrible and that they arent at my 100% which i could be doing. my potential is greater in my opinion and i havent put it to the test. 

So i think for awhile i may put down the fan fictions (they will be back) and write something more for me and my writing ability and think less on what i think you guys would look for in a book persay. clearly i want to write something you all want to read, but i also want to write something that i would want to read. something that to me is amazing and something that i would want to show my friends that im proud of. i am very proud of this series to an extent during about the forth chapter of this book is when i stopped being as proud as i was because it wasnt something i could put my heart into doing. now my girl has 33k some odd reads which to me is mind blowing because thats more people that live in my town. 

At this point you probably stopped reading which i hope not cause this is some vey important things i need to discuss.

I am now 16, i have been on wattpad since i was maybe 13, i started writing in the 7th grade for this website, none of my orginal pieces exsist on here anymore from when i first started. they are in my drafts dying away. but i have looked back at them and compared them to my newer books that i have also not published. and i have seen a progression within my writing that i am proud of but if read from the first chapter and skip to the middle of my book you can see the lack of effort put into the books because i wanted to get a chapter out and i was out of ideas constantly and i think for me i need more time to put out a chapter where i can properly think and not rush it and think of a plot of how it will progress with the characters and everything. I will not stop writing during this break. but i will not be posting what i write i will keep you all updated so please watch for that. and please dont stop reading my books because of this rant. i love writing and its something i have had a love for, for as long as i can remember and i want to continue to do so... if you have any questions please comment or dm me... and if you actually read this whole thing thank you because its something i needed to get off my chest. thank you for reading and thank you for letting me be apart of something that let me put my pieces out to public. i love you all so much. till next time. stay weird my friends.