I am completely torn
I'm double sided
It's 50 50
I have this voice in my head
She says I can't eat
She says I'm fat
The fattest person on the planet
She's right
I have this other voice there too
She says I'm going to be a champion
The best runner
The strongest runner
But to be a strong runner I must eat
But if I eat I will be fat
So do I want to be
thin and beautiful
Or fat and strong?
It's a constant war
A constant debate
One moment I'm determined to be strong
Determined to eat
The next I have the strongest hate
The kind of hate someone has for a killer
I hate myself when I eat
But I want to dream too
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PoesíaI've made this for you for when you're lost and alone when you're sinking like a stone use these words, these pieces of broken soul, to heal your own. - this is strictly for awareness, I do not encourage anyone to do the following and if you stru...
