If anything I'll die of obesity before I die of starvation.
But I think it's hilarious that you all think I'm skinny, really?
"Yay look you're at this weight! You gained 3 pounds!"
Yea that's great, sooooooooo great, that's just amazing, right?
Three days I don't plan to eat all because you wanted me to eat some dinner I didn't need so I could gain weight I don't want.
I'm so fat and you don't even see it...
How could you fucking miss it?
I look like a whale.
Sure I'll go away to a place to "make me better."
What the best thing ever is I've worked for 8 months to get where I am and you will take it away in two weeks. What a waste.
I don't even want to be here. Its stupid.
I'm so fat.
I've written an entire chapter literally repeating "I'm fat" in some hope I'll get it through my brain that I don't need to eat. Ever. But what do I do? Eat like a cow. I'm disgusting. I could go on for days about how appalling I am but you would get bored. I guess I don't care
anymore. About anything. Why should I? I'm just going to go to some place I've never been where they will make me more obese and the. Maybe I'll have something to work towards again. I'll go and gain 10 and come back and lose 20
YOU ARE READING
Meaningless:: a collection
PoesieI've made this for you for when you're lost and alone when you're sinking like a stone use these words, these pieces of broken soul, to heal your own. - this is strictly for awareness, I do not encourage anyone to do the following and if you stru...
