YOU ARE READING

Recovering

Ficțiune adolescenți

This is my personal recovery. My relationship with food has been terrible for as long as I can remember. I started binging at 10 years old. Today I weigh 190. I am on a quest full of personal discovery to help combat my eating disorder. I am sharing...

#binge #challenges #change #college #eating #eatingdisorder #ed #food #happiness #happy #life #lifechange #positivity #reallife #reallifeexperience #reallifeproblems #reallifesituations #recovery #selfdiscovery #university

What I Hate About an Eating Disorder

3 0 0

by justher18

by justher18

I hate constantly overeating.

I hate always having to finish everything on my plate no matter how much food there was.

I hate eating when I am not hungry.

I hate not eating when I am hungry.

I hate saying no to food I love in order to save calories.

I hate the hunger pains of restricting.

I hate the scale going up.

I hate the lack of control during a binge.

I hate the shame after one.

I hate eating because of my emotions such as anger, sadness and boredom.

I hate having a closet full of clothes that are either way too small or too big.

I hate running because I feel like I have to.

I hate my relationship with food.

I hate looking into a mirror.

I hate how obsessed I get counting calories.

I hate the stash of candy in my closet.

I hate how I am addicted to sugar.

I hate how much I weigh.

I hate my possessiveness of food.

I hate how slowly time goes when I'm not eating.

I hate all of this and more.

I hate disordered eating.