BDSM Beach (13)

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Chapter Thirteen: BDSM Beach

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Shadow's POV

Now I had a dilemma.. I wanted to propose to Angeline. But now Timothy is with us. He has only been with us for a few days. I mentally chuckled. How funny considering I was in love, asking her to move in with, after only knowing her a week. I didn't like to wait. I've learned to grasp onto whatever makes you happy and never let it go. Because you never know when it'll slip through your fingers. All three of us are technically together, I don't see Timothy as just another submissive. After all, Angeline let him do vanilla! So now I'm in a bind, I can't propose to Angeline and not Timothy. This is my first time being in a poly relationship. I didn't know what to expect. I enjoyed it, every part. Timothy is still hiding his demons. Hopefully our talk tonight will shed some light on things. A part of me is thinking Angeline is going to tell us about the bad guys. At least then, we will know what the hell is going on.

I sighed and buried my hands in the warm sand. Mistress and Probie were playing in the water. I got water in my nose and decided to take a break. It was nice and sunny out. My pale skin stood out against everyone's tan skin. Probie had to put on a shit ton of sunscreen because he's like fucking Dracula. One would think that he has never seen the sun. Not even five minutes of being here did he get a sunburn.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Ruvik asked with ice cream cones in both hands. I looked up, shielding the sun with my hand. He was bare chested and his muscles looked deliciously tan.

"Just think about Angeline." I sighed. He handed me some ice cream and I thanked him.

"What about Angeline?" He asked.

"I want to marry her," I admitted, not caring what this man thought anymore. Ruvik literally pounded my ass into oblivion, it still hurts. He looked at me surprised. I simply sighed and licked my ice cream.

"Really? That's good." He smiled.

"I guess." I shrugged.

"Well, what's wrong?" He asked.

"If I propose to Angeline, I would have to propose to Tim. And I don't think we're ready for that commitment. We just started dating." I watched them laughing and splashing in the water.

"There are no rules to love Shadow. If you want to propose, then do so. You are not obligated to marry Tim as well. I definitely think you should speak to him about this. Make sure he's comfortable" He rested his hand on my thigh. A blush rose to my cheeks. I know he was being genuinely kind. But my mind went straight to the gutter.

"Do you know about the bad people after us?" I asked, trying to get answers. I'm sure he sensed it because his next words sent a stab of disappointment through my gut.

"I do, but Angeline will talk to you about it tonight." He rubbed his thumb against my thigh.

"C-can I ask you s-something?" My breathing started to pick up, and my skin grew hotter under his touch.

"Absolutely." He smiled.

"I don't understand... I love Angeline. And I like Tim. They both make me very happy and give me everything I need." I paused, chewing my lip.

"Yes.." He looked at me confused.

"Then why do I have the urge to have sex with other people? Particularly you." I looked up at him, the sun blinding me.

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