Unreturned

I Can't?

I want to be with you forever but I can't.

I was sitting on our bench when this guy approached me. He's kinda look good, hmm mysterious man yet joker.
I don't know why I fell inlove with him in a quick time. We're always talking with about an hour everyday at the phone, laughing at each other's joke though it's corny and helping each other when down. He's one year older than me and that doesn't matter. I think i loved him already but him? I don't think so. But one thing I'm sure about is he's not available. He's always telling a story about this one girl who stole his heart. I have no idea who is she.
  One time, we're talking on the phone and I ask 'Anong meron tayo?'. He laughed and then said 'We're uhm. Bestfriends?' He said with doubtful voice. After that small conversation, I set to my mind that we're 'bestfriends' only.

-At Cafe-
"Cheenaa!" He shouted when we meet and hugged me tightly.
"U-u-uh-uhm, Piolo? It hurts. Hehehe."
"Oh, sorry! Hahaha. I just missed you already. Its been 2 weeks? When we last met. Hahaha"
"Ahm hahaha. " I laughed.
We're in the cafe. Bonding moments with him.
"How are you, by the way?*smile*" Piolo says then drinks coffee.
"As always, fine. Hahaha. Anyways, I'm curious about that girl"
"Who's girl? The one I'm telling you ba?" Myghad. Nagtatagalog na sya. (Fyi, He's from US, kaya nageenglish ako)
"Uhm yeah, hahaha"
Then suddenly, his phone rang.
*ring ring ring*
"Wait a minute" then I nodded.
"Hello?"
"Ow Mika?"
"At the cafe with my bestfriend. Why?"
"You comin'?"
"Hmm okay, we'll wait"

Mika? I never heard that name yet.

"Pi, Sino si Mika?" I ask.
"Ah, she's just a friend of mine Chee. She's from US din pero nandito pala sya sa Pilipinas." He explained.
"Ah, okay. Ba't daw sya pupunta dito?" I ask again.
"Ewan ko. She's in her way na daw kasi papunta dito nung tumawag sya."
"Ah. Haha. Sorry ang dami kong tanong. "
"Hahaha. Why? Are you jelous?! Pfft!"
"Huh? Where did you get that idea? Damn! No, I'm not!" I exclaimed.
"Ow ow! Haha relax! Offensive! HAHAHAHA!" Oh my God! He's laughing. He's so damn hot!
(Mind: Cheena, stop that! Bestfriend kayo!
Heart: *Suddenly beats fast*)
"Oh? You're blushing,baby! So cute! Hahahaha" Omo. Mas lalo pa yata akong na-iinloveee. Baby? Waaah! Cute daw? Ayiiiieeee.
"Excuse me? Stop calling me baby!" Haaaaay. Ang hirap to pretend. Parang sasabog yung dibdib ko pero sa bahay na yan Cheena. *eherm*
"Sus, gusto mo din naman e. Baby ko! Hahaha" naks.
"Joker ka talaga. *with sungit peys*"
"Hahaha pero seryoso, you're cute, baby!*winks*" His godd*mn voice. Sh*t!
"Chee! Yan ka na naman e. Trip mo na naman ako."
"Trip? Hindi uy! Diko kayang pagtripan yung babaeng nagnakaw ng puso ko!"
"Ha? What are you saying? Tss. Dyan ka na nga. Cr lang ako." Kunwari diko rinig, pero malinaw na malinaw.
"Take care, baby. Mamahalin pa kita. Hahaha"
Tsk. Yun yung ayaw ko e. Kala mo seryoso pero may tawa sa dulo. Nako. Kung di lang kita mahal e. When I entered the comfort room, I open my cellphone to check time pero may message sya. OA!  Magccr lang ako, may pamessage pa. Hahaha.
From: Di ka Piolokohin <3 (sya po nagset nyan)
Hi baby! Hahahahaha

Message received: 7:27 pm

Huwaw. Yun lang pala. Hahaha then ginawa ko na yung dapat gawin sa cr, nagsalamin at inayos ang bonnet ko. Buti di nya napansin kung bakit diko 'to inaalis. I don't want to ruin our bonding time kaya it's not the right time pa to tell about my condition. and after 5 mins, lumabas nako ng cr.

Pagkalabas ko ng cr, nakita ko si Piolo at si Mika, palabas ng cafe. Akala ko ba date namin 'to? Friendly date rather. Pero ba't sya sumama dun? Patuloy lang silang palabas ng cafe while me, lumapit sa inupuan namin at umupo dun. It was supposed to be 'our' date Piolo.

Suddenly, unti-unti nang tumutulo yung luha ko. Bakit ba napakaiyakin ko? Kinuha ko yung tissue sa lamesa at pinahid ko ang mga luha sa mata ko.

"Good evening ma'am, mind if I disturb you for a while?" Sabi nung server ng cafe na nakangiti.