I Understand Baby

WHY?

Hi babes I know my third story haven't even finished  the first or the second but I promise I will finish them both but for now enjoy!!!!😉

Morgan POV

Since the Tobias hankel case reid has been acting weird. I would to, he was kidnapped beaten half to death and some more. But lately he has been shaking and once he noticed it he would excuse himself to the bathroom and when he came out he was like....lost and sort of  fine. If I didn't know better I would have thought he was abusing drugs. Okay confession I have a crush on reid yes DEREK MORGAN has a crush on Dr.spencer reid. He is amazing,smart, loveable and may I mention that ASS tho so perfect.

We were on the jet on our way back to Virginia. I was sitting next to Reid he was shaking so hard that I could feel the vibration. I skimmed my hand on to his placing it there lightly. He instantly looked over at me ,I shut my eyes so I could only see him slightly , he smiled and stopped shaking. He leaned his head back and took a  deep breath. I chuckled lightly looking at him relax. He looked so anxious I felt good that I relaxed him. That alone turned me on Soo much that I came in  my pants. I couldn't help but reminisce about all of the things I love about him untill I fell asleep with Reid's hand intertwined with mine.

"Morgan wake up." A soft voice whispered at first I thought it was Spencer but once I opened my eyes I was met with JJ  "oh I'm coming JJ" I sighed " dreaming bout Spence again huh?" She asked knowing my answer " why is that any of your business? I asked becoming annoyed. " Because you are on the jet alone smiling in your sleep you only smile in your sleep when your dreaming about Spencer" she quickly said. JJ is the only other person who knows about my kind of unhealthy  Reid obsession. " You caught me" I chuckled rubbing the back of my neck. " Talk to him morgan" she said. "JJ it's been about a month since the Tobias hankel case he is fragile right now I don't want to put any extra stress on him." I huffed garthering my belongings. "I know but you can be there for him." She wisphered "okay I'll talk to him when he's feeling better." I said walking off the jet

I walked into the briefing room to see Reid sitting and  talking looking sexy asf. I walked over to hotch and nudged him " can we talk in your office." I asked. " Of course come on" he said. As we walked out I saw Spence glance  at me he looked SEXY. We walked into his office we took a seat. " So I wanted to talk to you about me." I started anxiously  " so as you know I am a lady charmer but.....fuck it I'm bisexual." I really didn't care what he thought you can't kick me off the team for liking guys. " Well I'm glad your being honest with me it doesn't matter of you like guys or girls as long as your doing your job I could care less I just want you to be happy." He said sympathetically
" Thanks hotch I really appreciate it if you didn't tell the rest of the team untill i am ready" I said starting to cry. I walked out of his office,wiping my tears trying not to worry Rossi or JJ. I saw Spencer look at me with worrying eyes. " I'm fine don't worry." I mouthed in his direction. I didn't want to worry him the most because he had alot to deal with right now and me putting my extra bullshit on his shoulders it would be unfair. I walked into the bathroom and broke down I didn't know why I was so emotional all of a sudden. Me realizing my love for Reid didn't even make me this upset. Telling hotch that I'm bisexual made me break down. I cleaned myself up and walked out. When I got to the briefing room I saw Reid speaking with Rossi and there was an empty seat in between Reid and JJ, I took a seat. "Hey Morgan you okay I saw you go into hotch's office " she asked "yeah I'm fine I just told him that I am bisexual" I sighed trying not to cry. Reid stood up and excused himself to the bathroom and I found myself staring at his ass. "Your  staring again" JJ laughed " oh w-what sorry what were you saying" I foolishly stuttered. " Nothing Morgan" she laughed "what?" Rossi asked looking genuinely confused. "Nothing I didn't even hear what she said" I huffed upset at JJ for laughing.

Becoming annoyed at JJ and Rossi I got up and followed Reid to bathroom I wanted to know what he does in there to make him less anxious. I walked in and saw Reid holding a needle near the inner part of his elbow filled to the top with a clear liquid. "REID NO"! I screamed taking he vile and needle from him. " G-Give it back Morgan" Reid weakly said. I looked down at the vile the label said Dilaudid "NO Reid why do you need this" I asked starting to cry  " it helps me forget n-now give it back and leave me alone." He begged crying I stood there for a moment looking at the love of my life fall apart. " Reid I know that case was hard on you but you can find other ways to co-" I was cut off by Reid screaming  " IT HELPS ME FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, NOW GIVE IT BACK AND LEAVE ME ALONE" He yelled and cried uncontrollably I stood stunned he loves me I can't believe that I am the cause of his pain. " Reid I love you too BUT TALK TO ME."I creid embracing Reid in my arms he laches on and falls apart futher. I swayed trying to calm the shaking mess in my arms. " Come on" i wishpered I took Reid's hand into mine and walked out the bathroom. I saw JJ give me a shocked look she will ask about it later and plus I didn't have the time to explain this to her. We walked out and hopped in my car and starting driving Reid fell asleep 15 minutes into the hour drive I couldn't stop thinking about the words he said, he loves me he wanted to forget how much he loved me  I couldn't live with myself knowing that I hurt him and let him hurt I have to fix this. We got to my house I carried him into my bed I took off his shoes. I got undressed into a t shirt and boxers. I got into the bed and placed Reid's head onto my chest. "Bzzzzzzz" my phone buzzed JJ texted me

JJ:so did you talk to him?

Morgan: why would say that

JJ: don't play dumb I  saw y'all walk out holding hands.

Morgan: you could say that we talked

JJ: so where are y'all

Morgan: in my bed

JJ: oooooooooooooo

Morgan:not like that he's sleeping I wouldn't do that.........just yet 💦

JJ: okay hahahahaah goodnight Morgan see y'all tomorrow morning

Morgan: okay this never happened okay Reid never stayed over my house

JJ: understood but when you gonna tell people they deserve to know

JJ doesn't understand how delicate the situation is I couldn't answer her so I put down my phone and looked at Reid "he looks so cute sleeping" I thought I held his hand and fell asleep thinking how I'm gonna fix this