I Understand Baby

I will always love you

Hey guys another update yay Soo looking for a lighthouse her update is coming soon so get ready and the FBI group chat will get another update so let's get straight (even though NOTHING in this book is straight) into this mess

REID'S POV

I woke up with the biggest headache ever know to man. The first thought that popped up into my mind was Morgan he is sexy amazing and smells like heaven he makes me feel so protected around him. I smelled his scent it consists of men's axe, men's Dolce & Gabbana and fruity pebbles. I wonder why I smelled him I opened my eyes and I saw his sweet face my head was rested on his chest with our hands and fingers intertwined. "What happened last night" I thought then I remembered he caught me with my needle and Dilaudid since the tobais hankel case I felt a new love for Morgan. Yesterday he said he loves me but probably only as a friend and nothing more. So to cloud my overbearing feelings for Morgan I started back up again using Dilaudid. I never really understood my true feelings for him now I am because I'm sober. I want to grab a needle and inject some drugs into my bloodstream but he threw everything away. I sighed and looked up at the god like man under me I love him so much he will never understand. "Bzzzzzzzzz' his phone rang he undid our hands to pick up his phone " hello"  he moaned  groggily " yeah hotch needs you guys here like 2 hours ago" JJ said Through the phone. " Damnit we overslept we will be there in a hour in time for the jet." He explained he hung up the phone and I quickly shut my eyes before he had a chance to look over "Reid wake up" he wisphered sweetly rubbing my back  " mmh " I moaned "get up we are two hours late" he said getting up slowly I released him  he got up and went to the bathroom that was connected to his room " your shoes are at the end of the bed take my keys off the nightstand and start the car I'll be out there in 5 mintues" he said  I slipped my shoes on  grabbed his keys and headed out to his driveway I unlocked the door and started the car turned on the AC and sat back.

5 mintues later Morgan jumped into the car. "So...... how'd you sleep" he awkwardly started "fine" I said quickly " Reid we eventually have to talk about this" he said driving "okay let's talk about it now." I said "look Reid I'm sorry that you had to use a drug to stop from thinking about your feelings for me but I love you and I mean more than a friend watching you sleep last night was my wildest dreams come true you are so much more to me than a partner you mean the whole fucking world to me. " He said surprisingly calm. " I love you too you mean so much more to me to I will always love you no matter what  I do no matter what do you do no matter what anybody else says I love you and I'm sorry that I made you hurt because of my dumb decision and I don't want you to feel like I felt ever and I'm surprised that Your Wildest Dream was watching me sleep it's like watching paint dry the most boring thing can mean the  world to you" I said blushing a smirk slowly crept on Morgan's face " what's so funny" I asked " it sounds like your really in love with me." He said " mabey cause I am" "I'll second that" he added. The rest of the drive was silent  like a good silence we held hands he took his thumb and caressed the skin on my hand. We arrived at the BAU We smiled at each other. We got out the car and Morgan walked over to me and kissed my lips oh how wonderful it feels I've been waiting an eternity for this "can we keep this on the low." I asked " of course what ever makes you happy" he smiled we walked in and headed for the boarding platform. Morgan sat right in front of me next to JJ.

"Hello my furry friends" Garcia started "  in Los Angeles California 2 men have been found sexually assaulted and dismembered no ID on any of the victims they both were white, with short brown hair and they are in there early to mid 20's" she finished clicking off her video call. I looked up from the case file and Morgan's eyes glued to me. JJ started to talk to him. "So did he confess his undying love for you" she asked eagerly. " Mabey" he smirked with his eyes still on me. "Well did you you confess your undying love for him" mabey" he replied taking out his phone "are y'all a thing"she asked becoming disappointed "mabey." He said putting his phone in his pocket. "Bzzzzzzz" Morgan texted me

Morgan: when we get back to Virginia can I take you out.

Reid: yes but you could've asked me right now ,in the car ,outside but you choose to text me?

Morgan: idk I just now though of it

Reid: I've  learned not to question you

I put down my phone and looked at Morgan his eyes were wandering around my body I blushed and put my head down to re-read the file. What was this man doing to me he make me feel like nothing else in the world can go wrong as long as he is with me. My thoughts were cut off by hotch "Morgan and Reid go down to the crime scene JJ and Rossi go to the morgue Emily and I will go to the LAPD." He said. Once the plane landed me and Morgan went to the our car and headed to the crime scene. The drive was silent and full of smiles and laughter I could see the love in his eyes when he looked at me and when he caught me in the bathroom the other day I saw the hurt and I saw he wanted to fix this, but he's gonna learn he can't fix  everything We arrived at the crime scene it was a big hole with blood spatter on every edge of the hole. " It looks like the graves the Nazi used in the Holocaust." I began  " why is he killing white males" Morgan asked while Crouched down at the hole. He looked so marvelous he  made my heart flutter at a crime scene where people died.

We walked back to the car and started back driving to the LAPD office. When we arrived we were staring at each other and JJ had to snap us both out of it. " The grave the unsub used is like the graves the Nazi used when they executed the jews" I said looking at the table. "So could this be a person trying to recreate Adolf Hitler's effect on human kind?" Hotch asked " not necessarily because the bodies were dismembered it doesn't look like the Holocaust or how they killed people they just used the same graves but because of the severe blood spatter it looks like they were alive during the  dismembering Wich does fit the Nazi killing method they killed people on the spot" I explained. Suddenly the chief LAPD officer walked in and was admiring the board with all of the victims on it. "We have an ID for our first victim he is James starr a 21 year old man." He blurted out. he was standing behind me and I saw Morgan get REALLY tense when he put his hand on my shoulder. He got up and walked in between us and stood behind me I giggled he was getting jealous. "I got a bad  feeling about him I just don't want anything to happen to you baby" he wisphered sweetly. Wait did he just call me baby okay it's official. " Okay Morgan and Reid go talk to James's family and find out every thing about him." Hotch ordered we walked out the office and Morgan relaxed I couldn't help but laugh at his crazy accusations. We got in the car and drove to james's house. We knocked the door handsome man who was obviously distressed opened the door "hi Sam you filed a missing persons report on your fiance James Starr" Morgan started "you found him thank God" he sounded relieved
"I'm sorry but he was found yesterday sexually assaulted and dismembered." I explained " we need you to tell is everything about him so we can find the person who did this." Morgan said  sympathetically "come in and yeah  James was a nerd you could say he was always had his nose in a book very caring and concise he was a nerd skinny, short brown hair and blue eyes" Sam wimpered

we thanked him for his help and left  hands and tell each other how much we love each other. "Soo Morgan I saw when the chief put his hand on Reid you got tense and jumped up behind him and wisphered something into his ear." Rossi mentioned my palms got sweaty and I saw Morgan get a sign of  concern. "Umm yeah I just had a bad feeling about him." He blushed. JJ chuckled at the obvious embarrassment on his face. I smiled at his awkwardness. We arrived at the hotel with Emily and hotch behind us. "Morgan and reid one room Emily and JJ another room and me and dave." hotch said walking up the stairs "Try to get some sleep you two" JJ said to us walking up the stairs. Morgan Chuckled awkwardly and I just keep walking with a bright red blush creeping up on my face. Morgan swiped the key card and opened the door I walked in and put my bag down. Morgan walked in and  closed the door pushed me gently up against the wall devouring my lips  I opened my mouth to invite his tongue into it. He explored my mouth and grabbed my ass and started to squeeze. He went for my jawline and kissed down to my. Neck sucking giving me a hickey. He purred in my ear I couldn't help but to run my fingers under his shirt  feeling his tight abs I've dreamed about feeling. "I want........to go to sleep" I wisphered in his ear.