I Understand Baby

I'm Here For You

Dereck's POV

I dropped to my knees and cried " Oh thank you God, I knew you would come through"

I felt a small tap on my back " Derek are you okay what happened?" JJ asked. When I looked up all I could was smile, I'm getting my partner and Best friend back.

"He's okay just some surgery needs to happen" I said standing up.
" Oh my God thank the heavens" Emily exclaimed

"Oh I'm so glad I thought I lost my pretty boy there for a second"  I laughed sitting in the waiting room.

He sat next to me holding my arm " you think you were worried I held his head thinking he died" we sighed  and I took out my phone to see a missed call from my mother. "Guys I'll be back" I stood up and outside and Called her back.

(Dm=Derek Morgan Mm =Momma Morgan)

Dm: hello, mom what's going on?

Mm: hi baby, I saw the news and they said an agent was missing and the name was the person you were talking about you liking and wanting a relationship with. Are you and Spencer okay?

Dm: yes mom we're fine he just needs some surgery and I'll be home Maybe next week.

Mm: oh that's good sweetheart. That hoe you call a girlfriend is here and looking for you.

Dm: tell her we're done and to leave the bracelet with you and I'll come pick it when I get back home.

Mm: thank the heavens!

Mm: but why are you guys breaking up other than the fact that she is a hoe and a half.

Dm: Someone else has my heart ma.

Mm: oh is it Spencer!

Dm: yes (smiling tremendously biting my lip)

Mm: oh my lord! Don't fuck this up Derek don't the playboy I know you to be just be a gentleman that you are deep down, he's a good person the way you talk about him. And he so innocent when I see him at the office occasionally.

Dm: he seems innocent ( I whisper laughing a little)

Mm: Derek! Stop being nasty

Dm: sorry mom

Mm: why don't guys come to the house for thanksgiving so he can meet grandma, grandpa, uncle Fred and Nia (my little sister) and most importantly me and dad.

Dm: that's sounds nice I'm sure he'll love it but promise not to invite cousin Calvin cuz yeah

Mm: I wouldn't do that to you or Spencer.

Dm: love you mom I got go I'll call you when I land.

Mm: okay love you too sweetheart, remember what I said earlier don't be a man hoe.

I hung up and put my phone in pocket and Walked back to the waiting room

"Here I got you coffee and a sandwich cuz you're Derek" JJ said handing me the items. I took a couple of sips of the coffee before I took the small ring out of my pocket and twirled it around my pinkie finger. I took his promise ring off while he was in the ambulance just in case god forbid we lost him then I would always have a piece of him to keep.

I finished eating and just was sitting staring into space thinking about Spencer and his heart how scarred he is going to be afterwards I want to help him but I don't know how, I know I can be a man who goes from woman to woman or man to man breaking hearts who want more than a hookup. Maybe he's too good for me maybe I'll hurt him like all the others and I want him to be the last person I lay with, I want to take our kids to school I want to walk down the aisle with his hands in mine I want everyone to know that he is mine and no one else's, I just need him.

I remembered I told Garcia I would call her when we got to the hospital. I got up again to be met with the doctor "The surgery was a success, but he lost a lot of blood before and during the operation. And I see your blood type matches his so I wanted to know if you wanted to donate some blood?"

" Of course, where do I go?" I asked following the doctor, he lead me to a room where a nurse asked me about my medical history and took about 2 liters of blood from me. She gave me some food to rebuild some energy then I went back into the waiting room to find JJ, Emily and Hotch sleeping and Rossi being the only one awake.

I sat back in my seat and just was thinking when Rossi tapped me on the shoulder. "How long have you liked him" I was shocked not really but mildly, how did he know I liked Spencer and I hope he doesn't know the full extent of our relationship. " who and what are you talking about" he looked at me and readjusted his sitting position "stop playing with me Derek I know you like Spencer I see the way you look at him, I saw how fast you ran at his side and I know your gonna be the first one by his bedside. I'm okay with you and his sexual orientation but, you guys need to stop stalling and get together."  I looked down what he doesn't know is we did stop stalling and we did get together I just don't know if we can stay together. "Thanks Rossi but i don't if I'm good enough for him like I have a new girl every day I want to be the best man for him but I..." he looked at me with soft eyes and said "it's okay your in your playboy stage and you admitting that you have that tendency means your on the right steps to becoming a better man. I know if  you try to change Spencer will see that your trying and let me just say that's one sexy trait about a man."

I smiled as the rest of the team started to wake up. " Did Spencer wake up- how did the surgery go!?" JJ asked

I smiled and said "yeah he lost a lot of blood but I gave him about 2 liters of mine so he should be fine physically at least."

We were talking until a nurse came to the waiting room "Spencer Reid"

We all stood " He doesn't feel up to seeing all of you he just requested to see Derek Morgan and a Jennifer Jearue when you go in he might be sleeping because he is in and out of sleep"

We all nodded understanding I wouldn't want to see anyone after what happened but at least he wants to see me and JJ.

We follow the nurse into a room that had Spencer's name on the door and what he was in for.

"Spence" JJ said walking over to him brushing his hair from his forehead. I stayed in the back not knowing what to do or say.

I finally decided to walk up to the other side of his bed "baby it's me I uh was worried sick when you weren't with me and I prayed to God and God don't like my ass. I uh can't wait to take you out on that date I promised, but for now just work on resting" I kissed his forehead holding his hand before walking away

"Baby" Spencer's small weak voice said.

"Yes babe"

"I love you"

I smiled and said " I love you too angel"

Yeah this chapter is done and I need u guys to pick either A or B and that will determine something big later on in the story so comment A or B and which ever one gets the most then that's the one imma do so choose wisely. Sorry for such a short chapter and uh I have found a updating schedule that works for me so every other Wednesday (Idk what time) this book will get an update and every Sunday the group chat will get its update and the requests will be whenever I'm done and a request has been brought upon me soo yeah bye until the Wednesday after the next❤️😍💋🤷🏾‍♀️