Children of Lust or Love

Chapter 7: From my Point of View

Jennys' POV

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Eddy is the only one I've known since I was 11. I knew some day, some how he would find me. At this point Im glad he did. I know Dylan is not his child, but his welling to take in a child this is not his. Should I let him stay and live with me so we can be a family or should I just let him go again?

"Eddy, I think its real sweet of you wanting to stay here and help out, but are you sure you want to take on this type of life style for the rest of your life? Im mean Im 18 no-" I got cut off.

"What?! When we met you said you was 13, which means you would be my age..you would be 20 not 18.. So how old were you when we met?"

"I was 11. I know you're upset." I started to cry again.

"Im not upset. Its just I dont know why you felt that you had to lie. But sweetheart, Im not going anywhere. And yes I still want to stay here with you. I've been in love with you since day one. No matter how old you are." Eddy said and hugged me.

Dylan came into the kitchen and wrapped his tiny arms around my leg and squeezed.

"Mommy, is Eddy going to stay?"

I thought to myself, 'Hm should I let him?'

"Well only if he can prove to me that he deserves to stay here. I dont want me getting close and then he goes and leaves in the middle of the night."

"Okay. Jenny, I'll prove it to you."

                                                                One Week Later

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" Eddy, you being here for the past week now. Im loving and getting used to you being here. I cant let you go. So you can stay. " I said and grabbed me to give me a hug.

He picked me up and spun me around in his arms. he continously kissed me over and over again.

He lifted Dylan up after putting me down and kissed him.

"Oh my god. I didnt know it was possible to be this happy with anyone. But now Im with you..I love you, Jenny forever and always. " he said as he just held me and Dylan in his arms.

Eddy's POV

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I love her and this why I am staying. That little boy adores me and she needs a man in her life to make things right, tell her everything will be alright when shes indoubt. She really needs me and I couldnt stand leaving and knowing that she could really use me here. Im everything to her and shes everything to me. Leaving would probably be the end of my life and if she left without Dylan I would be next in line to handle him and care for him. As of today I am both of their providers. Later that night, I was laying with Jenny in bed while holding her. She turned to me and said, " I love you, Eddy. I know this is all just so crazy, but..I want to give you something that I wanted to a long time ago."

She said as she started undressing. She sat on my legs and took off her tank top and panties. I never had sex before until now.

"Jenny, theres something you should know." I tried to say as she was all over my neck and chest.

"What is it, sweetheart?"

"Im a virgin.."

She gasped and looked at me for a moment and then smiled.

"Good. You're lucky that you get to give yours away to someone that means the world to you."

I kissed her and unhooked her bra. She was so determined to make love with me. I felt a little embarassed that I was 20 years old and had never had sex before. I mean what if she judges me and Im not good enough for her..

"Eddy, I want you. Please stay?" she asked as she held me.