Selcouth || Shouto Todoroki x Oc

Chapter 5: Save Them

   Above is a picture of aunt I doodled for this chapter.( I changed it cause imma redesign the aunt sorry lmao.)
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"SAKURA!!! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!!"

     Suppressing a growl, I swung myself out of bed. Glancing at the clock I grimaced with hatred. It was five in the morning and this woman had the audacity to start screaming. The neighbors are gonna call in for a disturbance again.
     I walked sleepily down the stairs, attempting to not only calm my rage but also keep myself from exploding on my aunt. I just wanna sleep.

     Finally making it to where the devil herself lounges, on the couch with a passed out Sean on her. His eyes were puffy.
    "Sakura, you have another job, this one is important," She started pushing the passed out Sean onto the floor, hitting the floor the a Thump!

     "You're next job is at the hero WaWa's hero agency, the people who commissioned us wants the following to happen. You are to infiltrate the agency, cause everyone inside incapable to fight back. Then you will rig the building with bombs, put their message on the front of the building, and then detonate the bombs."(credits to @Takada_Maia the headass for Mr. WaWa, she's amazing and cool and very pretty go read all her stories they're amazing)

     "W-what?" I uttered, lip quivering in disbelief. This kind of job, this can't be real.

     "What do you mean what?"

     "W-we, I can't do that! A lot of people are gonna die! For no true reason! I can't do it! I won't do it!" I yelled, refusing to take part in the crime. I'm not going to be the cause of hundreds of deaths.

Slap!

    I clutched my red cheek, stinging from my aunt striking me. My lip quivered in fear, suddenly feeling small.

    "You are! You don't have a fucking choice!" She screeched in reply, standing from the couch and wrapping a robe around herself. "You're lucky we even got this job! They are paying a lot of money for this!"
     She lunges forward and hit me hard in the stomach, causing me to fall.

    "We only got this job because you're so strong! In reality it's your fault this is happening! You are going to be the cause of so many deaths simply because you were born!"
     She stalked off deeper into the house, leaving me on the floor, self realization washing over me.

If I didn't have these powers, this plan wouldn't work.

If I didn't have these powers, My aunt wouldn't have included me in this business

If I didn't have these powers, I wouldn't be with my aunt in the first place

If I didn't have these powers, my family would've still wanted me.

I'm the problem

     Slowly rising to my feet, I felt oddly...empty. I already knew what I have to do.
     Slowly walking to the stairs in a zombie like state, my aunt briskly pushing past me for a night of bar hopping with her fake friends, I stumbled into my aunts room.

     A while ago a man in a bird mask made a deal with my mom. He asked that she tested a quirk-nullifying drug he had created. He gave her two vials. One she had made me use on some poor man who declined her advances. The other she threatened to use on me. Today, that threat will come true.

This is what's needed to make keep those people safe.

I grabbed the vials casing.

Without this abomination of a quirk, no one would get hurt.

I set the needle.

This is all for the greater good

     I positioned my arms straight ahead of me, my knees digging into the wood flooring. I leaned my body back, letting my head fall backward, relaxed my shoulders and breathed in.

No one would miss me anyway.

     Suddenly the door to the room burst open, allowing a purple gas to gush into the room. Accidentally breathing in the gas due to my panic, I began to lose consciousness. The vial fell from my hand and rolled under the dresser.

     I desperately begged by body to stay awake, I couldn't pass out now! Those people would die! Please don't do this to me! No matter how much I struggled, sleep soon washed over me, tears gently dripping from my eyes.

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Hey It's CBW, if any of you are having thoughts alike to Sakura in this chapter you should seek help. Suffering alone in silence isn't going to help in the slightest, if you don't feel comfortable getting professional help and just want to rant some anger out my messages are always open, if you don't like messaging on Wattpad I'd be happy to give you my other messaging platforms (except my number, that's a no no.)