Oleander

Chapter 10

Oleander : The novice boy kisser

Oleander stared at the boy who looked completely stoic but with mischief shining in his eyes. Did he really have to kiss him to prove that he was gay? Oleander felt like he was being toyed with, but the realization of his cowardly ways and his lies soon made him reconsider. Maybe it was the right thing to do right now if he wanted to change and be himself.

He had kissed other people before. During his freshman year he did date a few girls and just for appearance sake he kissed them like he meant it but all he ever felt after was self loathing and disgust at himself. The girls were always soft and smelt sweet but it was never what he craved and wanted. He very well knew what he wanted - the hard contours of a man with rough lips and strong hands.

He was ready to take another step towards freedom. He could almost taste it and he felt a sudden surge of ecstasy and courage. Kenneth's lips were an added bonus.Oleander was a novice kisser when it came to boys and his heart beat rapidly as he leaned towards him. The boy's eyes widened at it as though he hadn't expected him to do as he asked. Oleander was close enough to see the cute freckles on his sunkissed nose and cheeks. His eyelashes were long and sweet as his hazel eyes that looked golden under the fading sun stared at him with awe and a little fear. There was a slight blush on his cheek as Oleander breathed on his lips softly.

Kenneth closed his eyes and leaned into him and Oleander was lost as his lips met his. It was what he had always desired and hoped for. The kiss was rough as their hands latched unto each other's bodies. It was Oleander's first real kiss, the one true thing he had always longed for and the most heated one at that. He could vaguely feel Kenneth's slender fingers tangled in his hair and his hands around his waist as he tried to pull him as close as possible. Oleander wasn't sure but he was sure there were moans of pleasure as their heart beat in unison. When they pulled away they were breathless, panting and wanting. The kiss had been of pure want and lust and now it shone in their eyes, but as soon as it was over Oleander shied away and sat back and stared outside through the windshield with a blank look, desperately trying to piece his mind back together for the kiss had scattered every sane part of him.

They didn't know each other much but the kiss they shared connected them as cheesy as it sounded, sparks flew and the chemistry between their lips were undeniable. This much was for certain that Oleander wanted this boy as much as he wanted his freedom. Maybe this boy was his road to freedom and it made him smile. He looked back at the boy who was still panting lightly with his wanton lips still open and his eyes blurry. It made Oleander shift as desire coursed through his veins.

"Do you believe me now?" he asked Kenneth who seemed at a loss for words. He nodded before shaking his head like he was trying to focus and come back down to earth from wherever he was floating. The same mischievous look was back on his face as he smirked. "All I believe right now is that this kiss was amazing and that you so want me" Oleander laughed at his brazen remark but secretly he knew that Kenneth was right. Although Kenneth did seem like a free spirit that couldn't be fettered down and had a knack for getting into trouble or rather being trouble himself, Oleander was determined to make him his no matter the cost. He wanted Kenneth and Oleander was never one to give up and so it began.

a/n : just wanted y'all to know that you're the best. thank you for visiting and reading this book of mine. and I'm sorry for being such a bad updater (I'm sorry again for making that word up). I hope you'll still stick around to see these two characters be happy and disgustingly cute together and also when they have dumbass fights and unwanted drama and tears and stuff. forgive me for using "and" so liberally and its absolutely wrong I know and I'm rambling. bye.
have a nice day/night 🌹

~ xoxo hanabi✨