Is Change So Bad ( Evil Deku )

"Savior"

Deku POv

I feel terrible, what happened? i sit up in an unfamiliar bed, in a very unfamiliar room. i try to stand up but my legs hurt so badly. i look down at them, and they are covered in bandages and now that i realize it my whole body is wrapped up. i try to get up again and then i fall to the ground making a lot of noise, oh no. i remember that i was captured by some villains. i start to freak out why did this happen to me then i remembered that someone saved me, "all might?" i shout out to what i feel like nobody. i hear a person running over to the door and i was expecting all might or even a friend, but the one who comes to the door is Nightmare, the notorious villain who has a quirk to make you go through horrible nightmares but that is all we know. i can't do anything right so i just sit there and smile at the person who is probably here to kill me. " if your going to kill me kill me, make it fast please. Actually never mind i can't plea for a good death when i have been nothing but a displeasure and a nuisance to the world." i look at him and he shows me a sad expression then it changes quick, like they didn't mean to let it slip. He tries to reach out to me but i flinch and pull away. I don't have much strength so when he reaches out to touch me again I just let him. Then he lifted me up and carries me like a princess. " Hey, where are you taking me." I say, he gives no response. He just keeps carrying me until he sets me down at a table. "Umm aren't you going to kill me?" I ask and still no answer. He sets some eggs on the table then looks at me like he's telling me to eat. I try to stand up to run but fall right when I try to stand. He runs over to me and helps me up, looking worried? He sets me down again and this time I eat the food, I hope it isn't poisoned. He picks me up and takes me back to the room. When he sets me down I just look at him and say, " OK well ummmmm so maybe we should start over I think i've misunderstood your intentions so, hi I'm Izuku Mydoria." I give me hand out waiting for him to shake it. He does surprisingly and says, " I think we did, so my name is takashi yamato." I don't think he knows I know he is a villain so I'll just play dumb for now. Then he just gets up and leaves, weird. I lay there alone, then I start to hear the voices again. I just start to laugh. " Hahhaha funny guys real funny I already know all the things your telling me are true so you can shut up already." And then the thoughts get darker and darker, I start to cry, I just keep Realizing that I'm not good enough I'm not even good enough for a villain to waste time on killing me. I see a mirror and I have built up a little  strength. I get up and slowly move to the other side of the room, I approach the mirror and shatter it. I grab the broken glass in my hand and slide to the floor I start to tear up my arms and  whispering to myself," you deserve this, your not good enough for this world, nobody ever believes in you, just give up already." And I just kept whispering it. After a moment I start to loses consciousness and I can hear someone running to the room probably from the noise I was making. I black out and start to remember.