katsuki PoV
its been two years since the last sighting of deku. everyone has finally graduated from UA and are out on the streets fighting crime. I am to, im finally using the downtime I have after hero work to relax and hang with my friends. they kept telling me that I need to calm down and take a break. there right tonight im going to our hang out spot, we discovered it shortly after graduation. its a place were not many people come and we can be ourselves. I grab my keys outta my pocket and unlock the door to my apartment, as I walk inside I see what I've become. I have missing posters of deku everywhere and a billboard full of possible leads on my bedroom wall. I can't do this to myself anymore. I have to stop blaming myself for what happened to deku, no no what happened to izuku. it wasn't my fault there wasn't any way I could get to him fast enough. I need to stop pressuring myself into believeing he's going to be out there. "DAMNIT!" I scream, while slamming my fist on my dining room table. I got to my mirror and try to face the hardest truth that no matter how many times I say it to my self I can't get it through my thick skull. " He's not coming back. He's not Coming Back. HE'S NOT COMING BACK JACKASS IT BEEN THREE YEARS SINCE THE LAST TIME WEVE SEEN HIM. YOUR NEVER GOING TO FIND HIM JUST GIVE IT UP. IZUKU MYDORIA IS DEAD!!" I scream at myself in the mirror watching tears be ripped from my eyes as they fall and get washed down the sink along with my hopes of finding him. " today is the day this all ends." I stomp away from the mirror and start to rip all the poster of him off the walls, I grab the billboard from my room and expolde it into a million smoky pieces. I grab the picture frame where a picture of him lays, " today is the day I stop looking for you." I set his picture in a box along with the pictures and albums of us as children. I put it into my closet to forget about it along with my feeling or him. I get up grab my jacket and head out to hang out with the people who are here with me and have helped me through this since day one. " goodbye izuku." I say to him and to the thought of ever seeing his face again.
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