Hell Boy finds his Ghost Girl. -Lil Peep

¥Chap 1¥

Flash Back

I sat there in the doctors office. I was really nervous and i didnt know why. I have always been like that. I have alwats got worked up over nothing. I was really anxious all the time. The doctor came into the room i was in. She looked at me sad and pulled my dad out of the room. After about 10 minutes they came back in. "Lily Blossom, Mr.Blossom. I am sorry to tell you all this but you have severe anxiety. We have a medication that you will be taking. Alprazolam. Which may know it as Xannax." Literally I was so shocked. Xannax. Me. That will not mix well but i have to have it so its whatever.

End Flash Back

I always tell myself to be smart. I knew the second I was prescrobed xannax it was not smart. And hell I was right. Sometimes i take more than needed because i like the high it gives me. Maybe i should become a soundcloud rapper because im doing what Lil Peep does. Speaking of the devil. He was my favorite musician ever. His music has saved me from taking my own life. (True facts about myself -The author- In real life so). I plan on going to one of his meet ups soon. I am pretty hesitant on it though because i dont like being around unknown people. But it is worth it to meet my idol. Most girls flip their shit when they meet their idols. Not me. I've met MANY famous people that i love and i dont flip. I stay calm and talk to them just like they're someone i see everyday.

-In LA for the meetup-

I finally decided to come to the meetup. 1 day before it actually starts. I want to be one of the first. So i am camped up in the hotel that is rumored to be the one he is in. I unlock my room with the key card and look around the room. It has 2 beds, a couch, 2 tvs, a small but nice kitchen, and a luxory bathroom. I dont have a suite but this is a nice place. I plop on my bed and check twitter. I have a pretty large following on all platforms because i model from home. 20k followers on twitter and 44k on instagram. I then take out my bags and then go through them finding a small pouch. I take it out and open it. I then take the plastic baggy with bars of xannax in them. I take two at once with the fiji water that came in the room. The affects dont hit me yet so i put on tight fitting black joggers and a white sweatshirt. I put my hair in a messy bun and walk out of the hotel room. I venture through out the hallways letting the affects take over me. I go towards the elevator a click the button. As the elevator comes to a stop before letting me in. I hear a large groan as the door opens. I walk in and someone standing in the corner looking down with their hoodie on. The person glances up and i see who it is because of the cry baby tattoo on their forehead. The one and only Lil-

My thoughts were caught off as a passed out. I started to wake up then i looked around. I was still in the hotel just in a suite. I sit up and call out a hello. I open the door to the room i was in stepping out into a living room. "Hey you passed out in the elevator and i helped you so.. i kind of need you to leave now." The hooded male had said. "Um yea thanks.." I say heading towards the door. "One question. Why did you pass out." he asked. I turned around. "Xans." as said that i opened the door and left the hotel room and headed to mine.

This was a weird ass day....

Alright guys i know this sucked for the first chapter... idc but itll get better trust meeeeeeee. Toodle Looooo