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As soon as i wake up the next morning my phone  i wake up w my phone flooded with calls and text from Gus..


Gus- Lily. Really.

Gus- me and layla haven't even been together this whole time yet you fuck my bestfriend.

Gus- i specifically haven't done anything with her so i wouldn't hurt you...

Gus- yet you sit her and break my heart like i meant nothing

Gus- alright lily i see how it is

Lily- I didn't do that to hurt you Gustav. You left me because i hugged him.. if you get hurt by a hug then that's your own issue. I didn't leave you so i could be with Bex. You left me for layla MULTIPLE times. Not just this once. If you are going to continue to put all the blame on me then take some time to yourself and think. I love you Gus.

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Bex woke up and looked at me. "Goodmorning. I'm sorry for doing aything with you... Gus wouldn't have left you again." He said getting up. "It's not your fault it's his own fault. And it wasn't all you. We are both grown.. we knew what we were doing." I responded with a weak smile. "We are still friends right?" He asked me. "Duh. only friends nothing more nothing less." I smiled a genuine smile. He nodded with a smile as well. I got up and went to the bathroom to do the usual things you do in a bathroom.

 I got up and went to the bathroom to do the usual things you do in a bathroom

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ddylils i will keep telling myself things will get better...

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I have bee recieving hate for being with bexey that one night but it doesn't affect me. The only thing affecting happiness right now is Gus. I miss him more than anything but i hate him at the same time.


Bex told me he was going to go record while he is here in LA. So i decide to go on a walk. While I am out I run into someone. His name is Jake. Jake Webber. I know who he is. He is a little youtube kid. I've always disliked youtubers because how cringey. But Jake was a beautiful soul. Beautiful brown eyes. Cute dimples. Gorgeous smile. "I am so sorry...." Jake said with a question at the end. "Lily. Names Lily." I said with a sweet smile. "Webber. The names Jake Webber." He said with a smile back. "Hey... I know who you are. I follow you on instagram because of peep." He adds. I smiled bigger. "That's dope as hell... Small world." I said. We continued to walk down the street and we talked more. I followed him back and got his number and we went our separate ways.


There was already another article about me since i hung out with jake for about an hour.  This really has to stop.. I am making myself look like a complete slut... whatever i dont care. I know who i am..

I am so sorry for taking so long. My computer broke so i had to get a new one and i hate writing stories on my phone. <3

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