Gustav Åhr Aka Lil Peep meets a fan but soon falls in love with her. As she does for him. There's a lot of struggle in their relationship but no matter what they always go back to eachother.
I'm sitting in the living room with my arms crossed. I made Gus move out. He cheated on me again. Whatever I don't care. I got a new roommate and she's moving in today. My phone is ringing for the 6th time. I look at the name. Gus. I turn off my phone completely and throw it on the floor. I'm so over this. I'm not even sad. I'm PISSED. This is the first time my sadness hasn't taken over. It's all RAGE.
The new girl is moving her furniture into my house right now. "Uh... Lily... this man said he knows you and that he is here to see you." Camila yelled into my house. Camila is my roommate by the way. The first thought that came to my head was GUS. But I was praying that wasn't who it is... "Okay."
I get up from the couch and go see who is trying to get my attention. And I was correct. That son of a bitch Gus. "What Gus. What could you possibly want? WHAT." I screamed at him. "Lily... stop, please. I love you so much please stop doing this. I am so sorry I hurt you. You know I don't mean it." He slurred to me. "Gus, are you fucking drunk? Leave goodbye. We are over for good. Since you're so in love with me I need you to move on. Fuck you. Fuck your lies. Fuck your bullshit. I am not putting up with it any longer. I don't love you. Actually, I fucking HATE you." I screamed at him.
I just realized what I said. I mean he deserved it but I didn't mean that. I love Gus. so very much. I looked at him. He was so hurt. His eyes were tearing up. I've never hurt this man like this before. I regret it so much. "Okay..." His last words to me. His last words before walking out of my house. Camila looked at me with a box under her arm. "He really hurt you..." I apologized for causing a scene like that and that it wouldn't happen again. Gus texted me and said I'm sorry again. Fuck. I really hurt him and I hated the fact I did. I love that man more than I love myself. I hurt him. So bad. And I don't know what I could do to make this better but I should probably figure that out...
So I am changing Lily to this girl (@laceyvjames) <On Instagram -Billie Eilish wasn't working for me
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This is Camila (@teaganxj)< On Instagram
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This is my comeback. I stopped writing due to things in my life. But I'm back and better. I am going to try and do daily updates.
